Monday, August 31, 2009

It's National day*_*

I'm still hard to get up from bed today.

Yesterday don't had any count down,but me had party all night !!

First,i'm went to S-11(just moved in)~Second turns was Trilogy,T was more fun, can dance & many people..

I'm met my foster sister & his husband at- T there,just a minute i met then they left..


We all very enjoy & happy , all the unhappy things just put behind~


All the betray,sad,dissapointed with family threw away

DJ at there playing all the songs we love ^^


Me back home at 3am, drunk already...


In the morning, when i went corridor of my house,neighbour were quarrelled.


Through all the things that were happens at me, felt this world unsafe =_="

Anyway, life still have to move on * *

Sunday, August 30, 2009


Today actually was my happy day...

Suddenly i felt scared & angry with my sis~~

How can she do this to me, told my private things-Op Ba to other person, luckily the person she told was my Dear deaR friend - Esther =_="

I'm no mood now, many things appear in my mind, how many things she had told to Op Ba ??Seen she had told with Esther ! !

I regret for let my sis meet Op Ba *The things that i guess will happen now it's becomes true !!

It's national day count down tonight, i want to celebrate but now no mood to go out now ~

How can i continue stay at home with my sis, she was a danger person ..I need to move ! !

Somewhere was safe ~~

Saturday, August 29, 2009



Today Op Ba leave already, thought had things to told him, but i'm not told...


Yesterday me 1:30am went back home .All slept already included him, when i looked at he slept, i sudden want to wake him up, but afraid he will scold me ! !


He had buy me "Liang Ji" wantan mee,it's warm my heart although my stomach was full already
He had gave me a keychain, he bought at SABAH, he must had bought many, just gave me as appreciate -because he stay at my house ? ?

Before he leave, thought want to hug him to says GOOD-BYE, told him that i will not contact him untill he contact me first (cause he say i'm always sent him useless message) Remember my birthday and wish me, had time bring along me to Malacca...All these i'm just put at my heart, not say it...

Friday, August 28, 2009

This was the 3rd day,Op Ba stay at my house*

He looks like can stay in my house happily^^

Today i'm not going anywhere in day, stay at home do my housework.Still sleep no enough-5Hours...At night, have a meet with my friend-Kelly ~~

I'm met my foster sister,she gave me hair smooth gel & a dress.Thanks to her very much ! !

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Today i slept 3hours only , felt sleepy...


I still need to went out found my friend

I'm finally 'start to wake up', many things doesn't like what we saw~


My heart was relax now, nothing to miss now.


I meet -Esther- and told her, she not believe i can do that^^Trust me *


Hope next day or other day, me will keep this mood, this feel*


I'm released ! !


Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Today i'm very tired !!

Work at Puchong-Permai,i've 4customers only.

No friend at here , so lonely ^^Just work myself ~

Op Ba suddenly call me says want to stay at my home for few day , because he need to work at SEREMBAN , no staff ..I guess he will not stay long with me, maybe he can't received my family for weird attitude.
Now i'm just beside him, i want to tell him many things but i'm afraid to disturb him..I don't know what he thinking on his mind ?? Make me like a fool or what ??Who can tell me ??

This month -today was my last day work, hope salary come to my way soon..

Next month don't know have how many days work ?? This month only had 3 days ! !



This was the dinner i had with my bro.at 10.30pm at Lobak. Don't know why can't finish it ??


This was a shot of -IOI mall , not clear..Take it when i'm went back work !!Passed by *

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Tonight Op Ba suddenly message me says want me to work with him , high salary ,but i reject..
He says don't want me too ran/rush at everywhere , want me to stay at a place~

But i'm no received his offer,i don't want him worry about me , he had his works to do ^^

He need to write report , told his boss about me.It's to much for him , he don't has to do that .I'm just a nothing !!

Beside if his company's worker knows must have gossip about him again...

I'm very appreciate to Op Ba , i want to try , but can't ! !Just want he know : i love u , Op Ba ~~Thank you for everything u've done for me *

At 11:48pm,received a message says i need to work , pick me up at 8.So now need to get into sleep , hope all my friends- Esther, Sam, Kelly, Op Ba.....have a nice dream #_#"

^ I miss u all ^
God bless me for tomorrow ~

Monday, August 24, 2009

Tonight Op Ba had message me.I had reply his's message too.He say he has to go JOHOR tomorrow.I told him that i will go to THAILAND with my foster sister at SEPT. after my birthday~He no reply...Maybe he agreed too ? !

Foster sister had came back on Sunday night , had buy me hair smooth gel , but i'm not meet her yet ^^She says she will go back THAILAND on SEPT. with his husband & son ...So i will also follow her's steps go there ! !



Sam still at outside now , don't know what he want ? !He too care for his family , had problem but still not told his family , handle himself ~

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Today watch a movie- Pauline -,it's a talking & had it's own mind parrot.

It's a touching movie ^^


I've make a Bling-bling pendrive, helps it dressed up.I like it very much ! ! !


I'm headache , maybe i not enough of sleep ? !

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Today work hard , tired !!!This is our work's transport.

Had went a special japanese shop-"100YEN" buy some snack : candy ^^ It's quite expensive ...


Had my lunch at TAIPAN CURRY HOUSE , no suitable for my stomach ~



I went to SUBANG JAYA-TAIPAN for work*



Today i'm no hits my target , poor ~~( Target was 6 ) i only have 4.



But luckily we can get D.Donuts at low price when we at Highway's Shell in the night.I miss OP BA , have send him a MMS but as usual - HE NOT REPLY-



At night still need to go out accompany my friend - KELLY -,i'm also with others secondary school friends & classmate ,6 boys& 2 girls . One classmate-Kok Mun praised me oh.


He ask me now doing what job now?Is model or air-stewardess,i say i'm doing freelance !!!He says my look can cheat people.



Then we all went to cyber cafe , i'm online & write this post .I'm at cyber cafe no comfortable , old classmate -Fhoo keep looking at me.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Yeah !!! Tomorrow have job for me , happy to heard this news *

But , salary is giving on SEPT.I had start work on 21th JULY till now.1 sen also no in my hands yet , they say will have but late , hope so ~~

Tomorrow don't know will go KL where ?? With which partner ?? Hope can with a girl i knew.

Finally , i've received a reply message from my Op Ba at mid-night , he said he had went to Sabah.Just came back.My heart much better because he reply my message.


"Tomorrow 22th Word Hard *mIcHellE*''

Thursday, August 20, 2009


Today's out with my Dear deaR friend , we went Green Box

I'm having a seafood mushroom cheese rice , it's no tasty when cold ..i didn't finish it


Then , we went to May's saloon to fix my eye brow, auntie treat us nice ...price also ok

i'm went to JUSCO in evening again , twice times a day go there ~

Me with another best friend- Kelly had our dinner at SUSHI KING , yummy **me spend RM24.70 only**

She's my secondary school's best friend , but we less meet with each other...

Last 'supper' was went to a pub - a old man pub , find my another secondary school friend-Chris

She had married when 16th , son was about 5 years old . Now she working at there , she changes many name since i know her .She say want to go clubbling with me when she go . We can play together , plus maybe she has job for me ??


Mood now is ok already,no miss Op Ba too much , try to forget him...

Hope i can do this well ! ! 9zzzZZzzz...Good night zzZ

Wednesday, August 19, 2009


i'm felt lonely & unhappy , life is bored ~ i need to find somethings to do

Tomorrow have to go out repair my broadband setting , it's always make problem to me.

i've bought a pig solar decoration for my Dear deaR friend - EstheR . She likes it , i'm happy!

She put it at her new car *ViVa* , the head of pig sway itself when have light get into solar.

Quiet cute ^^ no stress ^^

Hope u remember me always , Friend !!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Tuesday again....a date with my Dear deaR friend & old work's partners cancelled

i really hope can meet them all , but suddenly postponed

Mood very bad , because my another friend treats me like his maid

i thought can have a big talks with my Dear deaR , now 'blow' already ~~

I had upload a photo of my workmate when i was finish my work at Wangsa Impian on 7th AUG

He was a nice + helpful man i meet , he 25years old . We called him 'panjang' because he very tall...i think had 180 cm.He treats me very good,like big brother..

Luckily he take care of me until our work finished because i'm no experience the place , this event just a girl take part - that's me ! ! !


I've to standing on one's own



These two picture i take when i'm free.. clubbling style~I've to start change my style to mature's look , i'm no young already !!!


But many time i can't accept , but i'll keep trying ^^


This dress bought at Sg.Wang with my Dear deaR friend,but i'm no wear it at all *


Bought 3 month already , it's too low for me , afraid will suddenly drop...


Hope my mood will turns happy tomorrow

Monday, August 17, 2009

It's Monday , August pass very fast ...Still has 14days only~~


Time does't make my mood turns , i'm still unhappy !!!

This month no much of roadshow & Digi event,maybe they don't need me ss

My income will very few this month , still have to give my Daddy pocket $ , he still working

I'm worry about him because he's old already

Sis no giving anything to this family , bro still skip from study...

i've to be fierce , be strong , be brave

Mim say i 've to take care of them , this is Mim say when i was 13 .I always keep Mim'word in my mind~~Mimd , i really miss u !!!



I'm tired , stress & sad



Long time no meet my Op Ba

Don't know how was he ?? He really busy ?? Did he forget me already ??

Many time i want to call or sms him,but i stop my hand pressing my 'princess'-handphone

i don't want to disturb him , maybe he hate me for always contact him ss

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Today went out find my dEaR Dear * EstheR*,very happy & exicited to meet her...


i bring a cute book for my friend to read it , hope she likes it !!

Before i meet my best friend,i have to bring along my foster sister's son,he was just 3years old
But very naughty & hard to control him

As i say,this one is him.His name-Chay Kam Choy.I no really like his name,just call him 'Ah B'.

He born at 20th April 2006.I saw him grew up day by day
Actually he is a clever boy !!!

When i meet my friend at her work place,Ah B just likes to ran at everywhere...

i have to catch him,afraid to lost him because i have my responbility to take care of him


We having -my favourite Mc D meal- with my nephew



This is the shot when my little nephew playing at Seremban Parade playground


He's seen like very happy~~

At my sister's home , his husband still sleeping , he slept 3 days already...

He no realize that his wife really love him & earn $ from outside for him & Ah B
Sister's husband is a drug person before.He sold & suck.


Now my sis still at Thailand,working at there .She was a China nationality women, it's hard for a women with a different nationality to work at there...

She will be back here on the last of August 2009 ~ Hope can meet her soon , because she has present for me,ha...ha...


Maybe i will follow my sister go to Thailand when she back , although my Op Ba don't likes me to go there.He say Thailand is a unsafe country.But to me is just a place.

After went my sister home , received a call from my friend-Sam

He almost caught by police , OMG !!! What had he done ss
I really worry about him , what he thinking at that time sss
Hope he safe now ~~

Saturday, August 15, 2009

mY LeG.....duN nOe wHen iNjurEd ss
nO pAiN , nOFeeLinG....

mAyB mY HeaRt dIeD oleDi , sO xFeel ss
dIs iS mE lah ~~

lOOk sO StUpId oH =_="
EstheR 2moRo wil mEEt mY d Lovily d FreN ~

mIss HeR sO mUcH !!!

cZ ShE d oNi FreN i hV ^^

0(n_n)o
ToNitE canT sLeeP,ThinKinG bout
HIM ~~
hW wAs hE ???
BusY ???
Y x 5 mE ????
hE 4gEt mE ???


SaD mOOd =_='''
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