A tired life recently ~

i have many thing 2 say: Work, Friendship, Relationship~
But now i don't have much time to explain & write a long post,
will be update sOOn ^^
Tomorrow is my last day working full day, 2th-3th all full time & part time promoter have to close & pack their own stocks at the fair-sale counter...
SHIT to heard that !!
We as a part time will also very difficult, busy & tired at that day !!
After that, some of the part time will say: ciao & bye (include me)
One will be fire immediately after the fair-sale over !!( i had her photo, will give u all take a lOOk in next blog)

Tomorrow don't know HE has come or not ??
" What am i THINKING !! "

I'm damn tired of working now !!

Better take care of myself than think the useless things !!

我不是不想和你打招呼～
只是怕自己再次受伤。。。
我知道我工作时，你有在看我（不懂是真的看我？还是看别人）
我们的距离那么的近。。就这几天一直都在同个地方和范围 ×_×
我忍住不看你，是不想夜长梦多
曾经@我是那么的信任你/视你为重要的人/关心你，而你只当我是你的玩具 & 傻瓜 ！！
现在，就算我多么@像正面看你/和你说话,我都会控制自己，因为女人在你心目中只是个玩具
你对多少女子好过/多少令人作呕的甜言蜜语，你自己心知
我不会再恨你，甚至觉得你有些可怜！！
原来讨厌一个你曾经信任的人，是多么的辛苦！
我累了。。。

两眼交对～2秒

我和他两眼交对了2秒，我整天已经尽量避开了他的范围 & 视线～
不敢乱乱望, 走路都要兜圈·走塞路 =—=
结果还是放工前给他望上了
他还是那个 “衰样”～
昨天，他来信息说：我今天在芙蓉过夜。我没回复。
也难怪，因为他COunter 在我对面而已，怎么避？？
听到他用播音器喊：大减价的东西，我简直毛骨悚然 ！！怎么会有这样的感觉？！
我还是有点生气他，刚刚昨天又懂他的恶行，怎么这么快就气消？
我很善变 · 容易忘记不开心的。。
他是我的噩梦与回忆，都过去了。。
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工作开始到今天----都超爱吃。我是工作还是花钱？？
我一休息就很饿，会直冲去找吃的！！
我今天很成功的，不用手就能剥到 @虾@，用叉剥的。。我可第一次试噢，
Dear deaR 会，我也要会，她骂我：无聊～还拍照！！
我第一次做FAIR SALE，人多到～～～
我好害怕！！
个个好像 “禽兽”--- 很久没吃东西般的搜你衣。。。
哇唠 ！！
我自己的东西都没机会买！！
要等明天～再看～
明天还是工作！！时间要连续6天---9.30am-11pm
今天已挨了第一天，已经超累的～8_×

Sis. 21th Birthday ^^

My sister 21th Birthday today !! Had a birthday cake & present to her when at 24th mid-night... She was happy ~
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Me today working no happy~
They just leave me at the side & give me a new worker's easy job when they're busy...
Had little bit of regret, but will keep continued "because of my Dear deaR friend"~

I've make my promised to her *

I had saw HIM when i working, saw his car first at the car park !!
This is it !!!
I just pass by very fast when saw him & not even had a look on HIM !!!
He had message me said he saw me when he was busy ~
i no reply but 9pm had reply say that i'm back from ThAILAND...
He say he will stay at my state 1 night tomorrow...

What is the meaning he tell me this ?!

Yeah,a happy day ^_^

Me had find back my necklace,my Dear deaR friend find it, it's just drop into the box at the upstair fair's store room ~~
I'm so lucky !!!
Let u all see this *_*
Tomorrow had 60% will meet my old foster brother----HIM....
Me was nervous, Dear deaR ask me: Actually u wanna see HIM again or not ??
I told her: I had little bit want to meet but afraid to meet with HiM again tOO---50% 50%~
Did u forgive HIM already ?!
I'm like smell a fabric of his clothes when my work-mate stand beside me..
Suddenly it's let me thinking of HIM !!!

Me now watching "LAUGHING GOR", an old movie to u all !!

Good Luck To Me ~

Lost =_=,)

Today me very touching !!!
Lost my necklace at my work place's toilet...
iT's a Dog's shape pendant **
I knew it when it was already few hours missing !!
I can't believe that i'm just lost it, drop into toilet with my "cherry" lipBalm..
1 days lost 2 things !!!
I'm always careless, so my things always lost, especially my favourite & love accessories ~
Who can find back this "cuTie DOG" necklace for me >,<, Have anyone saw this type of necklace in shop?

Anyone find this can tell me ???THis was my "pass away" necklace !!!
I'm also have to get another new lipBalm ~
What a unlucky day for ME !!!

*Is a good mood when in the day BUT not in the night !!!*

Me was angry !!!!
Why no people listen to me !!!
Family's problem, relationship....
Line --> can't on smoothly !!!
Work --> not as first promise
Family's member--> not co-operation, selfish, not give anything for the family
Relationship--> get worst when time comes
Friendship--> betrayer, treat u as a maid/toy
I'm stressed, sad, tired & no mood~

Start my job on 19th--2/3th Dec. 2009~
Today was the 3rd. day ***
foot pain cause the black sharp toe shoe
Need to wear it a weeks !!
Time past by, my another problem will coming soon
i count still have 2-3days to go
i think i will treat HIM like normal ~
i will try to forgive your betray !!
U better try to change or either i will ....Revenge all the things u've done to me & my family !!

Today my working day too, know that the "man"maybe will appear in front of me when i'm work at up floor next week...

I don't know what my feeling now??
Think all the past with him~
Why he like that ？？
Betray me!!
If not, i'm still will talk to him, just like before~
I'm treat him over good, so he thought " i likes him "
I had little bit of touching when he do all the things for me, care for me...
To be honest i had " LIKE"＾＾him for a time~
But i really regret of that " LIKE "!!
What i'm gonna to do when really meet him in face to face ?!
His counter offer bin will just opposite mine one, my bad news had just told me that i have to face somethings again *

I'm hope BUT fear !!!

Today i had 1 days job..9.30pm-6.30pm~
Replaced my Dear deaR friend- EsTher's position, but what i need to do was just stand & serve customer nicely !!!
This uniform they say had little BiG for me ^^
I'm on my way to work---in the old style yellow bus---
Did u all miss the old things ??
If u ask me, i will say : I DO...

This girl wear fate THICK eye-lashes, it just too over thick & look weird in day..She as a promoter, she may also scare some of the customers when working =_=)"

The passengers in the bus ~
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Me & BOY went to Pasar Malam at 10pm, still had many stall but many of them were SOLD OUT ^^
This one was JAPANESE BURGER RM 2 each~
A VietNam's snack RM1.30, like a PoPhia- inside had coconut slice, "MaiYa candy" & sesame..
First bite: weird taste - Second bite: not Bad - Third: taste nice !!!
These two were the latest & new foods in my Pasar Malam *
Others also delicious...

又有工作咯～

我明天有工作咯，帮我的Dear deaR工作 = 代班啦～

她很帮我，我要工作·她帮我留意，有工作·她叫我要求多些薪水，结果……有啦，明天暂做1天^^
到了26th会再有 ^.^
我的生活现在好多了，比起那1个多月@生活，我自己也开朗了许多！
我在想：我工作会不会再遇到曾经伤害我的@男人？！
遇到他会怎样？我怕，但也想见见他。
别想了，我要珍惜现在，准备明天·未来……
要开心@面对生活，因为生活有起有落，要劲得起伤·痛·苦·哀……
日子&时间可以证明一切！！

～25th HappY BiRthDaY～

我的BOY生日哦～
第二分礼物--->衬衫，给他穿美美，我也是穿新衣噢～
他说：怎么这么多礼物啊？？ 首先我们去---吃晚餐，在HAWAII扒屋用餐，
原本想说去2个月前我庆祝生日那儿的--tarot cafe，他和我都想去那～但是去到超多人的。唯有换地方！
去之前，偷偷买了个蛋糕给BOY，希望他喜欢啦～
我们出发咯^^
我偷偷爬去后座设计×蛋糕×
我们用了1个小时在那用餐，可惜没拍到照 =_="
BOY不喜欢拍照的，他总会说：有什么好拍？
我们吃完就回家，切蛋糕，BOY不要在现场切，怕羞哦他！
回到家，赶快把蛋糕放进冰橱冰一冰～过了10分钟，趁还没有12点前，许愿切蛋糕**
我，妹妹&弟弟为他关灯，唱生日歌，
他打开蛋糕那一刻，偷笑，是开心？还是看到我的杰作？！
他许了什么愿呢？应该想尽快摆脱我这个“万能胶”吧？？？？（嘻嘻……）

微笑蛋糕

希望明天还可以像这2天那样@开心 >.<

好了，这几天都是到了早上才睡觉，精神也差了，
停工 & 去泰国回来已经2个月了，脸还是不会好，冒油粒～
按到我都怕，但又几爽一下……（尤其按完了，感觉脸没肮脏东西了）

a Happy dAy * v(^_^)v *

Today was a happy day for me...
Me sad for almost 2 month already~
Now it's time for " Cheers" !!!
Today BOY came my house at around 11.30am, but i'm ignore him, cause he make me really sad on yesterday =_=
Then after 15minute, i had talk to him, he ask me want go anywhere? I suddenly decide to go "YINHOO" & think want to meet my friend at K.L ?!
At 2.30pm, we arrived ~Having our BreakFast & Lunch at Mc D~We're very hungry^^
We finished our meal in an half hour, then start our journey...
Reached at "YINHOO"at 3.40pm, bought all my needed things...(Actually too many glue for fate eye-lashes~~~)
Then, he say: want go anywhere somemore?
i say: K.L, he say: K.L traffic JAM, very heavy...He say: better go to the nearest place from here, i'm choose THE MINES ~
We at the wrong road when wanted to went there, but luckily had U-turn & move to a TAMAN, so straight can reached there!!
5pmHere Is It !!! --THE MINES--
Long time no went there, almost had 1 year...Then shopping, eating & walking inside untill 8pm, when i'm in there, suddenly think about my foster brother, a BAD MAN !!! "Golden Glass Pendant"
BOY had went sell phone's counter & ask his dream phone w995 price...
BOY bought me a handset earphone( cause i want it), mine one no sound already...It's CHEAP, RM 15 only (non original)..YEAH !! Happy to got it !!
I'm also bought 4 pairs of fate eye-lashes & a puff ( i like it!! )i had walked by a i-MOBILE phone shop & saw this, ah !!! Golf & Mike !!!

A ChipMunks movie on 24th DEC. this year, it must be very CUTE ~

A river in THE MINES & many fish in the small river, can get a ride also IF u want*
I want, but BOY said days was dark already, need to back home...
We reached my home at 8.40pm, BOY had a small rest at my living room, he said tired z_z,
10pm, he wants to back home..
I called him went to my room open my big box,then he saw a present in the big box,he took it out, he had got the surprise from me~YES~
16th is his 25th birthday ^^Suddenly he treats me very gOOd, he back home with his LOVELY present, i stopped him & called him open at my home first, he opened it & saw a JACKET, he suit it!!! A kiss for me when he want to back home..***
After that, he had called me said that he back home already, he said he really likes the present with his smooth, small voice...
I asked where he put the JACKET ? He said he had hang it up with hanger !!
He really happy in the night !!!
The JACKET quite expensive to me, RM129..Maybe a small amount to u all, but me not bought any clothes expensive + me no working in 2 month already ^^
Why men's clothes always a BIG price one ??!!
I had bought a Jeans for him before, also RM1xx...My clothes the price all between - RM 1o-RM 40 only, but i don't care as well as he happy with it !!*Hope today will be continue like once upon a time*
I'm happy today, so i wrote the whole story---- a long post
SLeepY --- 5.30am NOW !!!

SpeCial fOr a faceBook's frienD to Read ~

I bought a pack of marshmallow, it's a colourful marshmallow~Had flowers, bears & sugar marshmallow..I bought this special for my BOY's birhday cake ... i want to decorate his cake

His birthday on 16th Nov-next week.I'm prepared his present already
^^Wrap it myself ^^
When i was free, just think about my collection---WATCH...so i take it out & wear all on my hand, it's just 4 only..
Which one did u all likes ??
The latest one was the 2nd-Grey Diamond- one **
Boy no find me today, this week we only meet once~
We just meet on WED. only =_="
He meet his friends at the bar !!!
I'm no allowed to join...
I'm just lonely,unhappy...How was it like that??
Did i'm doing somethings wrong?
Tear drop again when i'm write this post ...
i'm seens like very tired to face this already =_=,
i think i need to give up !!!
Anyway,
I've found a vacancy, back to my old place work as a part time, for 1 week..
Start on 26th this month or maybe will on work early..
To my friends-Dear deaR Esther, Kelly, Vincent & DEAR were care/ comfort me, thanks a lots...
But i'm like not get things out of my mind,

i even HATE myself now ~

冲动 ＠ 后果

今天和弟弟买凉粉来喝，我为了环保，就叫弟弟拿tupper ware盒去装～

结果，一大盒的凉粉，好像聚餐会的分量那样，买了RM2.40, 原本是RM3， 有折扣哦。。
原本只想简单的一包 / 两包分量而已啦！
但也不用紧，慢慢喝！
晚上的时候，BOY终于露面，因为我已经2天没见他了，他有带了万能插头来。。
我的DisNey手机，终于可以充电了！“饿”了它3天了，可怜～～
但也没用，要找天出去弄MMS & GPRS　＊
很麻烦的手机＾＾
晚上啊，去翻了自己一橱子的衣，好多都没穿过，一些穿过一次，惨的是我这些都不想要了！！
我很浪费，不懂为何买？买了又不穿／没机会穿＊
我重试了几件就“放弃”，不试了。
对着“它们”好累哦。。。