~ iCe LuV WoRLd ~

2010-01-30T02:40:00.001-08:00

今天是大宝森节。
我超级不想呆在家发霉 =_=
BoY说和他的朋友去K.L，也不懂去得成吗？
如果去不成，他也不想今天和我过吧？
因为啊～
我们这2天都蛮大火气的，他的性格一点也没变，让他让的我好辛苦
昨天，有吵架顶嘴，过后我赌气~
还没洗澡，吹了冷气· 冲冷水～
哇！！！！！
有够冷的！！！！
冷到我震～～～
之后盛了一大盘饭来吃，大大的铁碗，吃到我撑 ×
我的刘海还好，好像有长回了！！
YEAH＾＾

每天都会想到---我和他会有什么结局？
分手的结局吧？
反正，他还是改不了的吧？
反正也只有我在忍，让。。
他到底要什么？
别时常用讨厌@眼神看我
我不好受！！
我们还可以好像从前吗？

Back to our -LIFE-

2010-01-26T17:56:00.006-08:00

我的生活恢复了吗？
会很好吗？
最近很喜欢一首歌《哭过就好了》--梁文音。。。

“ 伤真的会好吗？痛真的会走吗？ ”

我买了几样东西宠自己---荔枝，（人生中@第二次吃）黑色的特别版KoTex，（买来爱护自己）超好用的卸妆水（懒惰@人/经常泡夜店@很管用哦）
我买多一支染发剂，同色的，打算给BoY染，有多就 “益” 我咯！！我最近身体很差。。
工作 + 上网 + 看DvD
缺少睡眠 ZzzZZ~
3月要去 ×上海× 咯！
第3次和BoY去外国旅行……
他还是很疼我哦。。。**

Cha Gei我们要一起过14/2 哦～
记得哦～

a new day ^.^ = FRESH

2010-01-23T07:44:00.000-08:00

星期三那天20号，Esther帮我染发。
不上色！！
我染的是honey mokka- 褐色那样的
我花了2瓶的钱，LoReaL牌的
弟弟也一起，他就染了整个都变白·变帅了
但还是要谢谢她EsTher啦～

今天星期五，买了这个给Boy。。。

希望他喜欢～
它代表=我哦 ~
晚上放工就直接去了K.L-Sunway
在油站换衣，之前工作化了妆。

－THE　OPERA－
好好玩的一间新CLUB
里面很美。。
我可是第一次去K.L的PuB哦。。
我们认识了土耳其的朋友－－RaMy＆Anoos.....
RaMy主动来我这儿哦，证明我还有魅力吧？（自赞）
Anoos就害羞了，不跳舞～不会说英文（难沟通）
RaMy向我要了我的电话号码．．．
我们的合照
Me＆RaMy

Me＆AnOOs
AnOOs,Lim,RaMy
我和衰佬
我的刘海给个不听话的antie剪到这样==丑==
醉了的样子，超丑的 >.<" + 上我的丑刘海。 RaMy和我同年哦, 蛮帅气的！
他很会搭讪，很会赞人哦
我的Boy初初看到他和我，立刻说：She's my girl friend
Boy怕我被他追去了。。哈哈……

再不珍惜我，我真的会走了！！
衰佬～

2010-01-18T01:55:00.000-08:00

今天想通了～
之前他们都说：不开心还是要过？！
心想：有那么容易吗？我都想～
可是久了发现---是可以的！
昨天原本想上来post我的心情了的...
可是，我最近都在工作，很忙· 很累～
昨天，有个aunTie 和我说了我觉得很重听的话，她不懂我的事，只说了两句我很值得听的话...
她说：不开心日子还是要过.....& 事情发生了也改变不到.....
最后+了2句鼓励自己@话 ^.^
时间可以冲淡一切@ 要努力生活。。。
我没什么好说，我伤心够了吧？！
想了很多，有的没的，自己也很厌自己.....
我瘦了，之前已经够瘦，发生事，更加瘦，我要增肥！
拿回我原有的重量 & + 多自己3 公斤那样～

希望成功。。。

前天自己弄了指甲彩绘，把自己的手弄的乱七八糟！
是ETUDE　ｈｏｕｓｅ甲油哦！
如果Danny--OpBa看到，就会又讲我了，那天我看到他哦，
可是都没叫他，我是不想他知道我又回来做工了～
他这种人是可怜的吧？
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

我会好好过
开心
笑容
期待
等待
努力
＊＊＊＊＊

Trip To K.L ^.^

2010-01-14T02:40:00.000-08:00

我今天去了金河，和我的BoY。。

没错，我们在一起回了。。
可能，我们是错的。。。
但我还是不舍的～
你们骂我吧！
我也不懂自己在干嘛！！
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我们地区的agong生日，
我们刚好都放假，不想在家～
所以去K.L咯
原本想去bukit tinggi @法国村/ malacca
可是，不会去！！
算～～～～～
我没什么化妆，丑吧，只画眼线 + 睫毛膏～
我们2.40pm到达
到7.15pm才回×
逛很久哦
我的BoY给我买了EtudeHouse产品，超开心的
有面膜· 甲油· BB Cream ^>^,呼呼。。
还有送海报 ……
我试了条裤，可是没有买，因为40块，我觉得贵！

我们也去了T-Bowl主题餐厅～
丑嘢我～
我的座位
桌子 BoY后面是花洒 & 蹲厕
我知道了那边的食物不好吃
原本只想到第一次，想去坐下，随便点一样东西share吃～
怎知进到去！！！
正如网友说的--- 差！！！
1）我们进门才来抹桌子，那么多人咩？不会多人啊？没有满桌！我们要看她抹好才坐下。
2）看了蛮久，BoY说一人叫一份来吃，我说不好吃的，他说不会差到去哪里。我们叫人，他说要自己写在他们的点菜单上，我有点火了，我来吃东西还要自己动手找&填他的点菜单，来找他的编号。。（更火的是，他们收我们2个5%的服务费叻！）什么服务？！为什么我们要付？！
我们的水--莓果沙冰
我的湾艇粥
3）餐厅没碗了吗？你们看我粥的碗----- 焦了！
我BoY的海鲜面超淡！
哇。。。还送什么5元折价券，还来咩！
何况，我们是芙蓉人，不是长来～
BoY也买了一件衣（他的心头好）
原本我也想买衣服，可是想要更便宜的，
结果一件也没买到，
算吧！迟些还有的！

我累了
心 & 身体都累了。
发生那么多事后，
他还是那样，不会醒。
我一时给他伤害，一时他又对我好。
我发现我不坚强，但却伪装很强！
我要好好休息了
朋友们，
晚安～～

我们在回一起，会怎样？

2010-01-10T17:34:00.000-08:00

我们会幸福吗？
会结婚吗？
会在一起到老吗？
这些事情，还会再来吗？
我已经不够力去撑咯。。
如果下次再来，我会怎样？
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给你的话：

1）你说和她做回朋友。。
你刺了我一刀，
我想说：是不可能的，她会再惹你的，除非她找到更好的“码头”。
你们的一段情真的不是“ 爱 ”
是感动，喜欢，得到安慰～
2）你说我不要弄到自己好像很委屈，好像很开心
你又伤到我了。。
委屈---我是委屈了，可能自己在掩饰我的委屈，把它减到最低×你就说我扮出来
开心---这个，我是真的不开心，是真的扮出来的吧？
我伤心，你看了也不会怎样。。
只会讨厌我。。
我唯有扮坚强，
EsTheR说这样我会很累，
没办法，我被逼《一夜长大》
有时我也不懂我是谁？
几时真正开心，几时是真正不开心？
事情发生了，和你说了那么多---说分，合，分到现在合，
你有真的知道自己做错了吗？
你有在想回，反醒吗？
你好像还不大会醒，你是怎么啦？
我现在在拉你上岸，别在水里淹死。。
拉得好辛苦· 好用力· 心在痛了·

你快点上岸吧，自己也出点力吧。。
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今天，我们在一起了。
别人怎样看低我们--
我们要努力给他们看^.^
不要给他们看衰--
等你放工，去约会。。
我好想念以前的我们～

CluBBling

2010-01-09T04:11:00.000-08:00

我去了nick 的生日倒数
他24岁咯～
认识他也一个礼拜了…
在TrilOgy。。。
很热闹，很好玩～
从来没那么真正开心过
有人搭讪哦～
他们对我的称赞。。。
“ 哇，很玩的/ 很会跳/ 很美/ 很漂亮/ 很靓/ 醉了更美 ”
好好听，好爽哦！
尽管我知道口花花，不真实也好×

10点放工就赶回来打扮，超赶的。。
我当天这样穿～～
SimOn & me
KiOng & me

当晚哦，好感动。。
个个当我是 “宝” ～
我们一起拥抱，跳舞，喝酒～
第一次上台跳舞，第一次上男厕（我霸玩整间，因为我太尿急了）
$imOn 帮我顶＆看门啦～
他是我小学同学的哥哥^^
他大我3年。。
谢谢他-----陪我上厕所; 色鬼叫我喝酒时，他帮我顶酒；我给色鬼围的时候为我解难。。

我要活的比谁都好。。。
这是我痛苦回来后的想法，
我承认我是弱者，但我得逼自己站起来，努力 + 奋斗。。。

我好开心哦！！

还有，我有工作了～
加油～～～

2010@第一份工

2010-01-07T23:45:00.000-08:00

我今天替工，帮我妹妹，RM30 一天，11点--9点
可是薪水全给我买了衣服和吃～反而还倒贴！！我是干嘛啊！！

今天打工造型---要性感· 化妆。。

看上了LOREAL新款染发剂～超想染的！可是我的头发得用2瓶！
帅哥老板--青峰，送了我们每人一个包包，
我选了蓝色美国旗的，另外个毛毛的我用钱买的。。
可以装小样物品/零钱～
好喜欢，谢谢老板～
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我们算和好了吗？

你几时会来找我？

昨夜，我发了个信息给你，打了很多次电话都是关机。
你一个小时后（我睡着了）时给我的信息。。
今早，我才看到～
你说：我没事!在家里不用担心:)宝贝要等我回来哦
我看了很安慰· 开心！
可是开心完后，不懂你说的会实现吗？
你的事情还在拖拖拉拉吗？
有让你放不下/不舍得吗？？
你几时回来？
？？？好多疑问？？？
不敢问，你也不会答。。

活是为了爱吗？

2010-01-06T12:51:00.000-08:00

今天，和妹妹一起出发去妹妹新工作地方，试了几件衣。。我出来想找工作了，可是不懂哪些工适合我～
我没有化妆，憔悴了！！
之前去云顶量体重·身高，164cm--44kg 变 41.8kg，又瘦了...
刚刚等车，过年风一吹，我有站不稳的感觉～
以为2009是我的好年，可是事情不是我想的那样，
2009年尾，我很大打击～
倒数圣诞 · 新年，都少了他。。
以后，他会怎样对我？？
时间能证明---我和你真的能白头偕老吗？？
我努力的挽留 · 原谅，你能真的看到吗？

我想我们重头来过～～

2010-01-05T01:30:00.000-08:00

“不开心还是要过～”
这是我的一班朋友和我说的
爸比也知道了，反对了～
我不懂今天主动找回他，是错还是对？
是错的吧？
愚蠢，不理智，笨，固执，无药可救-----就是我。。
我是错的吧，好像没有了他就活不了，
我问他：我们还会在一起吗？他说：会..
就这一句话，我原谅他～（虽然他没有道歉）
他叫我别哭，晚上别再乱跑（去夜店），说要记得吃东西～
--他回来了吗？？--

朋友们，我让你们失望了
爸比，我不孝，对不起～

就让我自己骗自己吧！
骗自己----他会为了我而改。。
我真心希望，他真的会，真的做到。。
3次的背叛，我已麻木了。。
请别再这样对我了。。
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晚上11点，顺杰也来看我了。。
他带了一瓶红酒来，
我喝了4杯，就头晕，睡觉了。。
我这一晚，不想去想，只想睡好觉～
我知道，他的事还没有解决，为什么他还犹豫？？

我是爱疯了！！！

Back FROM GenTing Again ~

2010-01-04T01:07:00.000-08:00

Me went to Genting again, no really fun...just stay as usual ^^ We went to CASINO gamble ~ I'm won RM 62.50~Is this suppose to happy ?? I'm always thinking about my BoY when at there,even his mum also come to Genting meet with me ~
She had won $$ when gamble in CASINO *
She still not realize his son was guilty at me...
I'm not hate his mum anymore...
Esther said his mum really not understanding our topic ~
Esther angry to saw her ~
This were us... EsTher & mE Me with my sister ^^
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Did u know i'm missing U , CHA GEI YA ??!!!
I can forgive what u had done at me ...

你忍心丢下我吗？
回来吧～
我。。是。。爱。。你。。的～

BRoKe ~

2010-01-01T02:15:00.000-08:00

I'm lose this time...badly lose..
I thought i'm won, BUT i'm not ~~
I'm broke with HIM....
This was the truth ^^
I'm sad, weakness..
Can't do anything now~
Will i strong enough to accept ??

~5 years 9 month relationship~

___LOVE___

LaSt DaY oF 2oo9

2009-12-31T07:06:00.000-08:00

Today my plan to cluBBlinG almost cancel~
They all just nervous, confuse either want to go for count down or not ?
Finally,i spend many credit to call & message them, they all don't want go!!!
Included my Dear deaR~
Who will help me make that call ??
"The new year get back call "...
OH MY ....
Me with my brother
At last, i 'm out with FAI,
My place--J-Street & Trilogy ~
They all play with the snow & ribbons spray *_*
The stranger spray my eye with snow(luckily my eye not hurt)
The Indians spray ribbons on my head,till now can'y remove it !!!
The green wisel's light gave by my primary school fight friend--Wei Choong--,i meet him at there, i ask for it !!
He gave it !!!So generous~Thanks ya...love U ^^
Then another things make me happy was a handsome--He named NICK, 23...
Praised me pretty & good body..( Had another fat guy also praise me)
He said for 3 times...
His eye likes wants to rape me !!!
What a weird man ~
He looks like a Hong Kong Movie star's face !!!
He ask for my number & i gave it ^^
FAI treats me very good, send me there then went back & help me make that call ~
1am, time to know the truth~~
He calling & coming ~ He worried about me ^^
He warn me be careful & tommorow will find me !!!
DiD i'm win ??
I hope for see HIM ...
Now, i did !!!
What will happens on tommorow--New Year-- ??
Now was 7am, i'm still not in bed...

2009-12-30T00:55:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is " COUNT DoWN"
Me will happy celebrate no matter what ~
Will go out with my friends *_*
I hope now i can be with my BoY again,cause i'm miss him...
Today's evening happened many things,it's let me can forgive my BoY now, although i'm no meet him..
He not giving any gift / flower / his guilty for betray me~
But one person had helps he a lot, i now will forgive him..
I know he love me more than that~
He had try to protect me..But he failed..
I will protect myself...
Things make me know the truth- the pain- the sad- the tears- the experience in my life- The happy-
The hope for now ~
Although he hasn't do anything to solve the problem~
I'm still forgive HIM ^^
I had bought myself a present * SEXY GIRL * hair spray cologne ^^
It's cost me RM 39.80, smell so great ~~
Actually i want to buy it quite a long time, BUT it too expensive..
Now i bought IT !!
Thanks for all my faceBOOk friends and dear friends~
Thanks EstheR, SIS, TK Wong, Bro, Joraine, Vincent and Kenny ...
They gave their opinion, suggestion and support to me ~
Me will ok~

2009-12-29T13:15:00.000-08:00

It's was 2day already,this news break my heart~
Am i strong to accept & face ??
What i need to do to make thing right ??
Why this happens on me ??
This third times was the worse thing i get...
How Dare He Treat Me Like That ??
Will i accept him back ??
I still loving him till now although i know his "gOOd jOb"~
Am i stupid ??
Am i blind ??
Why i'm so weak ??
I had gave him 2 days to solve his all problem~Did he really solve it ??
Will he come back to my side ??
No matter what, i just know that i love him so much..
I can forgive what he had done =_=
But this time he has to really wake up himself 。。。

The Only way was --BROKE--

2009-12-27T00:37:00.000-08:00

I'm totally failed~weakness~
I'm broke with him...Cause his betray =,=
i don't know what to do~
1 day happens too many thing !!!!
CAN i receive HIM back when he come back my side ??
CAN i do to forgive him ??
NOt 1st time, BUT was the 3rd time ×
I surrender.....Give up ^.^
No point to say it~

Wedding Dinner ^^

2009-12-26T05:00:00.000-08:00

Today's was BoY's friend--Zhi Hoew's wedding dinner~
BoY had bring me along, YEAH !!!!
I'm prepare when 5pm,BoY said will fetch me at 7pm,
He had warn me not to be late,cause i always late & slow~

Here is my look for the wedding dinner ^^
1)
Make my hair curl,suit me ??2)3)4)

Ok ? Nice ? Beauty ? Ugly ?

7.15pm--Reached
At there,waiting for the others till 8.30pm start...
I'm very hungry already...

I've eat my favourite's prawns...
Yum...yuM....

Last one was dessert ~

I took photo with my BoY ~

Those who want to see, now u see it ?!

At my room*

At the restaurant*
Them ^^Evil side...

At the toilet

mE *_*

Bridge & bridgeGrOOm's wedding car

We back home at 11pm, then BoY still want to go out to his friend house...
He was sick, BUt still go to his friend house,rest my house for half an hour ==

Nothing to say at Him ...

It's * X'mas *

2009-12-25T01:32:00.000-08:00

24th Dec night
My style when go to Era Walk--Trilogy--...

( X'mas lOOk )

U guys see looks ok or not ??

My sister with my winter's look

I'm arrrived with my sister & Shun Jie ( Tok )
I just know that our childhood's friend had a English name called--ToK--
He wearing my X'mas gift to him~a T-SHIRT~

Is a very stylish T-shirt oh, i like it ^^

We reached there at 1am, a late time we reached ~
I meet a faceBook's friend at there that i know him just a while,
His attitude really make me wants to mad !!
He always try to touching my waist & hand when walking~
i think that i can walk myself !!!
I think will black list him after this met !!
He pretend himself a rich man BUT no even generous on me !!!
He just like those person just proud to be hear BUT useless ~~
Tok say that i'm dangerous to meet him like this ( i know)
He thought HE was my friend ~
Lucikly my BoY didn't know that, if no he will scold me already ^^ (or maybe no feeling??)
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25th Dec 2009

I bought these when at GenTing~

To my sister, brother & best friend

Yesterday sleep at 6am, so today i wake up 1am...
BoY came my house on the time ^^
We went out for our honey's walk X'mas~~

First -4pm-

It's a Hot day !!!

We went to "WindMill StaTion" to have our lunch !!
Then headed to City Park nearby~
Walking & see gold fish in the water @.@.@.@.@

BoY sleeping at there !!!

Then my clothes had got the bird's shit, OH MY .... not present from Santa BUT bird !!!
Back to the restaurant then wash my clothes...

6pm
We went to Seremban Parade to high tea
StarBucks

Rasberry juice, Caramel & mable cheese cake ~

Total : Rm 20 only

9pm
Back hOme~
BoY too tired ZzzzZzzZz

That was my simple,joy christmas,

How about U one ??

Before that had think want to go Bukit Tinggi, But i afraid we will lost...so forget about it *
One day we will go there >.<
We had used our voucher & coupon for the meal & high tea...
So we do save some $$ & have fun !!

YEAH ~~^.^~~

2009-12-24T02:51:00.000-08:00

Today was X'mas night , where to go~
Looks like me don't have any planning, event or friends to celebrate with =_=,
What a lonely X'mas !!!
i have be thinking of what to do when X'mas night, now day turns dark..Still don't have any celebration in my list !!!
It's seem will raining tonight ~
A bored X'mas which means a new year will also be like this !!
I don't want !!!
Where's my fun, crazy X'mas ?????
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Thanks for EsTher for the winter solstice's dumplings , i love IT ...^^...Had make my nail art myself--for the count down,looks like it's no way to show ?!

it's my Multislot card reader~
Peace for X'mas !!!

～冬至快乐吗～

2009-12-23T00:15:00.000-08:00

我多就没吃过汤圆？
不懂，不记得，也不想去回忆！
今天，是冬至。。。我们家没做汤圆，也没特别的拜拜～
今天花了RM8.00 买了个万能插卡器，
因为我的电话插卡器一插进电脑就Down机&直接关机，
所以怕点脑坏，买了个新插卡器，又花钱！
希望电脑别再坏了，今年4月买回来到现在，都是问题一萝萝！
明天要顶工一天，也好有些$$可以赚～
明天不懂要不要和妹及顺杰去看半夜场？？
圣诞节要到咯。。。我会怎样过？希望那天会开心啦！！
要传下“过期照”来～～

这是我们那天和顺杰会面吃& 喝的东西。。
中间是我的--皇后--，橙色的，里面有粒粒，一咬即爆，蛮不错～
一杯--RM6.90-RM7.90--
这盘小吃还好啦--RM9.90--
这2张照片是BOY用手机帮我拍的，上一轮去云顶时10th Dec 2009
好看吗？
这是SKY给我的FAceBook Chat ，问我还记得他吗？
他说请过我在云顶喝可乐，我记得咯！
这裤子说到就气，穿没多久就断裤环塑胶，还好缝的回～
和JInG在 19th上云顶那天在德士拍照～
好笑吗？
好癫哦 ^_^

Back frOm GenTing

2009-12-22T04:04:00.000-08:00

我从云顶回来咯～
×疲倦样×
这些是在那边拍的×照片×
~us aLL~EsTheR & MicHelle mY doggy,BUT die on d same day it bOrn ~will miSS U !!my ..TatOO..
我们真的没订到房间，很气～
好像一副不关她们的事那样，演唱会的票是Dear deaR 负责，房间是由她们！
票是在11 月买好的～房间就订不到吗？一句“上网没有”就算，真是害人不浅！
我们都在 FirsT wOrld@lObby 休息，我和dear去赌场，我去夜店--SAFARI--度过～
我们看了林峯@演唱会～我不会欣赏，全程不懂他唱什么？
开始咯！！*michelle*mIc & EsT(DeaR)dear & JinG
我只会《爱在记忆中找你》&《爱不疚》，
他有唱王力宏的《你不在》，《月亮代表我的心》，《mOnica》。。。等等～～还有一首什么《影子的爱情故事》...很好听下～
我们就这样挨了一夜～很辛苦。。。眼睡+ 生气+ 无奈。可是又能怎样？！
她们很不负责任！！
我有认识了个人，叫sky yong～是我一个人在去SAFARI里认识的！
我问他怎样点东西喝，他帮我叫&请我喝！他说可乐不用钱？！（是吗）
之前我去要钱的叻！每种饮品都要钱$$$。。。
就酱，看他那么好人，就交个朋友吧！
我在这里想说：我不会再搭巴士/徳士/KTM去云顶了！！
超级累！！
还得自己回，又搭巴士& KTM...
最后～～～送上一张我最喜欢@照片！！

怪异@一天

2009-12-17T05:28:00.000-08:00

15th Dec 2009
那天是个怪异@一晚～因为我和弟弟同时听到啊飘@长唉声…………哇哩叻！！
那时我 · 妹刚和顺杰聚完会，就上网～刚好弟弟出去，我顺便等他的门。。
大概1点多，弟弟回到。。
我和他同时听到后门巷子有女啊飘@的声，
当时听到，我弟望著我，我看看他，知道是那些，我当下竟然没有怕？！
可是到关了电脑那刻，开始睡觉才怕！！
到今天，已经2天了，我都逼自己早睡，可是都很难入睡，昨天还1点多才睡的着！
好像之前都有听过了，那时不是很肯定，现在～～～～
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我19th 就又上云顶咯！
这次。。。够厉！！！
没有房间！！！
我都不懂怎样好，她们还看演唱会，行李怎么办？？！
还搭车，转车～好累的叻～
本来有房还想留3天。。。
我和Dear deaR现在都不懂要不要拾衣服好？！
想到都怕！！

A whole day of SMILE

2009-12-14T02:27:00.000-08:00

今天&昨天～
笑了整晚。。。
遇回以前@童年玩伴！
超开心！！
笑到脸好痛××
他约我去喝茶，他约到，给完面子----去！！
刚刚和妹妹一起带他去TaRof CaFe~
原本我说了要请客的，怎知他趁我们上厕所给$$了，唉哟~
下次我要带他再出来，好好请他……
他还在读书，在kajang
现在学校放长假到3月，所以有很多时间！！
他在芙蓉好像比较少出门，所以要带他多走走。。。
他还是有我们小时候@样子，很可爱哦他，蛮配合我这个三番@^_^
我们一见面，不会生疏，没有掩饰，大刺刺的谈啊，笑啊，废啊。。。
他叫顺杰，他还记得我和妹妹@名字（不错，不错）
他一见面，就说了很多次: 玩泥沙（是我们小时候@玩意儿，那时家前面就是整片泥沙地）
我们挖啊挖得，不懂挖什么？！好像有埋东西！
他和我，就一直在想小时候@东西--
在大河冲凉玩水，一大堆玩伴跑出去晚上吃饭才回，
在家对面空屋--又称”鬼屋”玩，
在一大堆瓦片中玩捉迷藏，搬瓦片--搬来搬去）酱都好玩？？
真的好好好好开心哦～
小时候没烦恼。。。
现在的孩子哪会玩这种玩意儿了？？
过后呢？我们还点歌，可是我们点的歌，难度很高吗？？都没唱出来。。。
只是给了我们首LenKa-The Show和一首中文歌。。。
我们不死心的死点～最后都是没唱我们指定@不同@歌。。
什么歌手嘛？！
其实我们蛮害羞@，只有顺杰不会，照点！！（佩服）
到了11点多那样，我们就回家，他有来我家坐坐，还拍照！！
我叫他拿着以前我们一起玩过@拼图，他照办哦（乖孩子）
我一直叫他弟弟，其实他大我3个月。。。嘻嘻^^
来咯，原本要在有气氛的TaRot CaFe 拍的，可是却……没有办到，
还好回到家有拍到了～
最后一张，
晚安～～～

我们会再见过的。。。

Half /happy, Half/ mOOdy

2009-12-13T03:04:00.000-08:00

今天@我。。。。
心情不是很好 =_=,
因为Boy像失踪那样，2天了，难道要过回10月@的日子？？
我不要！！！
我在家就上上网，一上就整天了～
上FaceBook竟然给我找回了以前小时候一起玩耍的@邻居玩伴！！
还有我的小学朋友&同学！！
哇，太高兴了～可以找回他们 / 她们！
有和我以前邻居在电话联络啦～！
要珍惜…………^_^
好怀念我@童年哦，
和他们一起爬树，烧蚂蚁，捉“豹虎”，玩蜡烛（中秋节），玩麻将，玩老师学生教书，玩拼图。。
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可是也有不高兴，因为去完云顶，我的Boy就搞失踪！！
真想给迷药他喝，让他离不开我。。。
每个拜六&礼拜，都不在我身边～
这样的日子已经1个月多了！！

跑去哪儿啦！！！××死仔××（有够气）

GenTing 2 Days 1 Night Stay

2009-12-12T22:46:00.000-08:00

Me went to Genting with my Boy~
We had a watch a show--DaZZle--
The show just 1 h0ur, is a normal show...
StArt~~~~~EnD Leaving ***
The show not like before, more story & adventure,
Before i had watch a fire fight with the water, lion & tiger, two magicians fight for find their own lover's heart..
BUT in this --DaZZle--show, just a simple & normal magic presentation~
Presto Quick Change(Fast change clothes)
Unbelievable Sculptures(wOw,can remOve his head & had both head with him)
Astonishing ShaDows(Hand ShadOw,he present many idol's head shadow)
Mesmerizing MaGic(He make many umbrella appear on the floor)
Then we went to casino for gamble, Boy lose RM1xxx...
OH,NO!!!
Me had won RM50~
Me take photo at the Casino's front dOOr
* X'mas Tree *
I'm at the hotel room all night long, play with my laptop
Boy went for Gamble again
Take some photo of me
~Look at my hair style~
a plait on my head Long straight Tie it up Little bit of "miHun " style Little bit of CuRl
What types of hair style suit me ???

I'm just at Genting stay at usual~
Eat, Gamble & watch show
Bored too cause in a year i can went to Genting for 6-7times~
Live at there as my 2nd home ^^
Thought want to go SaFaRi for clubbling BUT Boy said close already,
i think he lie at me...Maybe he lose $ & moody to go there ?!
So i just stay at hotel room with my laptop till 6am morning~
I will be going to Genting on 19th again with my Dear deaR friend-EsTher-
She will watch a concert of "Raymond Lam" with moon moon,
But me don't have go oh, so when the time they go for concert
WHERE should i go ??
I had listen Lee Shen Jie & JJ lim news song
Lee Shen Jie's new song was nice, especially the song name--古老的大钟楼---
Is my love korean song sang by HIS idol...
So luckily ~DeCemBer +A last month of 2009+

What will happen on me when X'mas arrive ??

~GenTinG~

2009-12-10T14:07:00.000-08:00

a GenTing Trip ....
me went Genting tOday!!!
Wait me ya...
I will post my whole post later ^^
Now at ResOrt HotEl---6a.m stIll no sleep yet ^^
* BeLow was my pHotO wHen arrived to GenTing *

2009-12-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

Today back to my bored-life,
How to ward off the boring feeling ??
I had finished my dinner just now--a bowl of porridge+ with seaweed & fish GARING...
My Daddy prepare the meal, side food was add by myself~
I'm tired....cause of my period....
I want my WALL's ice-cream cone now, but i know i can't ~
I had think of HIM, he had care at me when i'm in period, advice me not to drink/eat cold food *
Even something i don't know, he know and told me ...
How could he can know much than me ?!
I really will receive he back IF he change his attitude ^^
Well, hope he will change when next time i meet him ?!

my newz hand work ~

2009-12-04T22:59:00.000-08:00

Today me very free at home~
So make my SonY camera becomes this^
U guys see ok or not ?
BoY no really likes it, he asked me can remove IF don't want ?
I said CAN'T , he very dissapointed i made the camera like this ~
Is it really wrong i made this ?

最后一天@工作

2009-12-03T00:47:00.000-08:00

萍，浩仪，婷，信君，
mIc，EsT

我终于工作挨过来了，两个星期的工！！！

因为我是做过的关系，所以很多人都会那句: 你可以的 / 你是 michelle 啵。。。
一句哒过来给我～我必须好好做，比别人更努力·更严肃！
收东西很麻烦----折好，算好，多尘* 超累！！
脚已经痛到极点 ×_×，
最后这天吃了PIZZA庆祝，但是我吃得很勉强。。。
因为我这几天的努力，换来一句：很慢～
没有人看出我的不愉快，除了：信君（一个刚工作的小妹）。。她说我今天怪怪的，不像之前。傻傻的信君啊，我们只是认识了10天那样，虽然这10天有很多时间见面，可是你又怎么会看懂我的心呢？
以下是我工作时拍的@
喜怒哀乐。。。
IvAn & non make up me ~
StrawBerry & CheRRy
（来源是：她说她是草莓，那我就说我是樱桃咯！哈哈～）Lina & mIc Rubbini & mIc
(她就是会给人第1个给fiRe 掉的“sUperVisor”)
最后一天，Op Ba 没有出现，
那天。。。他望我的那天，应该也是一切结束的时候吧？！
你伤我太深了！！
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我有和Dear deaR拍照片留念～Dear deaR EstHer帮我拍的～
她记得我要写BlOg放照片^_^
因为我电话那时没电了，说起电话就：“滚”！！
它开始故障了，才用了1个星期多！！
唉哟。。。。。负责人也联络不上啊！！
有受骗的感觉，因为当初买……口口声说如有故障，机没刮花，会换另架新的～
现在人都联络不上。。。

A tired life recently ~

2009-11-30T10:17:00.000-08:00

i have many thing 2 say: Work, Friendship, Relationship~
But now i don't have much time to explain & write a long post,
will be update sOOn ^^
Tomorrow is my last day working full day, 2th-3th all full time & part time promoter have to close & pack their own stocks at the fair-sale counter...
SHIT to heard that !!
We as a part time will also very difficult, busy & tired at that day !!
After that, some of the part time will say: ciao & bye (include me)
One will be fire immediately after the fair-sale over !!( i had her photo, will give u all take a lOOk in next blog)

Tomorrow don't know HE has come or not ??
" What am i THINKING !! "

I'm damn tired of working now !!

Better take care of myself than think the useless things !!

2009-11-28T10:30:00.000-08:00

我不是不想和你打招呼～
只是怕自己再次受伤。。。
我知道我工作时，你有在看我（不懂是真的看我？还是看别人）
我们的距离那么的近。。就这几天一直都在同个地方和范围 ×_×
我忍住不看你，是不想夜长梦多
曾经@我是那么的信任你/视你为重要的人/关心你，而你只当我是你的玩具 & 傻瓜！！
现在，就算我多么@像正面看你/和你说话,我都会控制自己，因为女人在你心目中只是个玩具
你对多少女子好过/多少令人作呕的甜言蜜语，你自己心知
我不会再恨你，甚至觉得你有些可怜！！
原来讨厌一个你曾经信任的人，是多么的辛苦！
我累了。。。

两眼交对～2秒

2009-11-26T02:08:00.000-08:00

我和他两眼交对了2秒，我整天已经尽量避开了他的范围 & 视线～
不敢乱乱望, 走路都要兜圈·走塞路 =—=
结果还是放工前给他望上了
他还是那个 “衰样”～
昨天，他来信息说：我今天在芙蓉过夜。我没回复。
也难怪，因为他COunter 在我对面而已，怎么避？？
听到他用播音器喊：大减价的东西，我简直毛骨悚然！！怎么会有这样的感觉？！
我还是有点生气他，刚刚昨天又懂他的恶行，怎么这么快就气消？
我很善变 · 容易忘记不开心的。。
他是我的噩梦与回忆，都过去了。。
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工作开始到今天----都超爱吃。我是工作还是花钱？？
我一休息就很饿，会直冲去找吃的！！
我今天很成功的，不用手就能剥到 @虾@，用叉剥的。。我可第一次试噢，
Dear deaR 会，我也要会，她骂我：无聊～还拍照！！
我第一次做FAIR SALE，人多到～～～
我好害怕！！
个个好像 “禽兽”--- 很久没吃东西般的搜你衣。。。
哇唠！！
我自己的东西都没机会买！！
要等明天～再看～
明天还是工作！！时间要连续6天---9.30am-11pm
今天已挨了第一天，已经超累的～8_×

Sis. 21th Birthday ^^

2009-11-24T07:47:00.000-08:00

My sister 21th Birthday today !! Had a birthday cake & present to her when at 24th mid-night... She was happy ~
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Me today working no happy~
They just leave me at the side & give me a new worker's easy job when they're busy...
Had little bit of regret, but will keep continued "because of my Dear deaR friend"~

I've make my promised to her *

I had saw HIM when i working, saw his car first at the car park !!
This is it !!!
I just pass by very fast when saw him & not even had a look on HIM !!!
He had message me said he saw me when he was busy ~
i no reply but 9pm had reply say that i'm back from ThAILAND...
He say he will stay at my state 1 night tomorrow...

What is the meaning he tell me this ?!

Yeah,a happy day ^_^

2009-11-23T03:02:00.000-08:00

Me had find back my necklace,my Dear deaR friend find it, it's just drop into the box at the upstair fair's store room ~~
I'm so lucky !!!
Let u all see this *_*
Tomorrow had 60% will meet my old foster brother----HIM....
Me was nervous, Dear deaR ask me: Actually u wanna see HIM again or not ??
I told her: I had little bit want to meet but afraid to meet with HiM again tOO---50% 50%~
Did u forgive HIM already ?!
I'm like smell a fabric of his clothes when my work-mate stand beside me..
Suddenly it's let me thinking of HIM !!!

Me now watching "LAUGHING GOR", an old movie to u all !!

Good Luck To Me ~

Lost =_=,)

2009-11-22T08:25:00.000-08:00

Today me very touching !!!
Lost my necklace at my work place's toilet...
iT's a Dog's shape pendant **
I knew it when it was already few hours missing !!
I can't believe that i'm just lost it, drop into toilet with my "cherry" lipBalm..
1 days lost 2 things !!!
I'm always careless, so my things always lost, especially my favourite & love accessories ~
Who can find back this "cuTie DOG" necklace for me >,<, Have anyone saw this type of necklace in shop?

Anyone find this can tell me ???THis was my "pass away" necklace !!!
I'm also have to get another new lipBalm ~
What a unlucky day for ME !!!

Is a good mood when in the day BUT not in the night !!!

2009-11-21T02:04:00.000-08:00

Me was angry !!!!
Why no people listen to me !!!
Family's problem, relationship....
Line --> can't on smoothly !!!
Work --> not as first promise
Family's member--> not co-operation, selfish, not give anything for the family
Relationship--> get worst when time comes
Friendship--> betrayer, treat u as a maid/toy
I'm stressed, sad, tired & no mood~

Start my job on 19th--2/3th Dec. 2009~
Today was the 3rd. day ***
foot pain cause the black sharp toe shoe
Need to wear it a weeks !!
Time past by, my another problem will coming soon
i count still have 2-3days to go
i think i will treat HIM like normal ~
i will try to forgive your betray !!
U better try to change or either i will ....Revenge all the things u've done to me & my family !!

2009-11-20T09:27:00.000-08:00

Today my working day too, know that the "man"maybe will appear in front of me when i'm work at up floor next week...

I don't know what my feeling now??
Think all the past with him~
Why he like that ？？
Betray me!!
If not, i'm still will talk to him, just like before~
I'm treat him over good, so he thought " i likes him "
I had little bit of touching when he do all the things for me, care for me...
To be honest i had " LIKE"＾＾him for a time~
But i really regret of that " LIKE "!!
What i'm gonna to do when really meet him in face to face ?!
His counter offer bin will just opposite mine one, my bad news had just told me that i have to face somethings again *

I'm hope BUT fear !!!

2009-11-19T03:04:00.000-08:00

Today i had 1 days job..9.30pm-6.30pm~
Replaced my Dear deaR friend- EsTher's position, but what i need to do was just stand & serve customer nicely !!!
This uniform they say had little BiG for me ^^
I'm on my way to work---in the old style yellow bus---
Did u all miss the old things ??
If u ask me, i will say : I DO...

This girl wear fate THICK eye-lashes, it just too over thick & look weird in day..She as a promoter, she may also scare some of the customers when working =_=)"

The passengers in the bus ~
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Me & BOY went to Pasar Malam at 10pm, still had many stall but many of them were SOLD OUT ^^
This one was JAPANESE BURGER RM 2 each~
A VietNam's snack RM1.30, like a PoPhia- inside had coconut slice, "MaiYa candy" & sesame..
First bite: weird taste - Second bite: not Bad - Third: taste nice !!!
These two were the latest & new foods in my Pasar Malam *
Others also delicious...

又有工作咯～

2009-11-18T03:15:00.000-08:00

我明天有工作咯，帮我的Dear deaR工作 = 代班啦～

她很帮我，我要工作·她帮我留意，有工作·她叫我要求多些薪水，结果……有啦，明天暂做1天^^
到了26th会再有 ^.^
我的生活现在好多了，比起那1个多月@生活，我自己也开朗了许多！
我在想：我工作会不会再遇到曾经伤害我的@男人？！
遇到他会怎样？我怕，但也想见见他。
别想了，我要珍惜现在，准备明天·未来……
要开心@面对生活，因为生活有起有落，要劲得起伤·痛·苦·哀……
日子&时间可以证明一切！！

～25th HappY BiRthDaY～

2009-11-16T04:15:00.000-08:00

我的BOY生日哦～
第二分礼物--->衬衫，给他穿美美，我也是穿新衣噢～
他说：怎么这么多礼物啊？？首先我们去---吃晚餐，在HAWAII扒屋用餐，
原本想说去2个月前我庆祝生日那儿的--tarot cafe，他和我都想去那～但是去到超多人的。唯有换地方！
去之前，偷偷买了个蛋糕给BOY，希望他喜欢啦～
我们出发咯^^
我偷偷爬去后座设计×蛋糕×
我们用了1个小时在那用餐，可惜没拍到照 =_="
BOY不喜欢拍照的，他总会说：有什么好拍？
我们吃完就回家，切蛋糕，BOY不要在现场切，怕羞哦他！
回到家，赶快把蛋糕放进冰橱冰一冰～过了10分钟，趁还没有12点前，许愿切蛋糕**
我，妹妹&弟弟为他关灯，唱生日歌，
他打开蛋糕那一刻，偷笑，是开心？还是看到我的杰作？！
他许了什么愿呢？应该想尽快摆脱我这个“万能胶”吧？？？？（嘻嘻……）

微笑蛋糕

希望明天还可以像这2天那样@开心 >.<

好了，这几天都是到了早上才睡觉，精神也差了，
停工 & 去泰国回来已经2个月了，脸还是不会好，冒油粒～
按到我都怕，但又几爽一下……（尤其按完了，感觉脸没肮脏东西了）

a Happy dAy * v(^_^)v *

2009-11-15T04:40:00.000-08:00

Today was a happy day for me...
Me sad for almost 2 month already~
Now it's time for " Cheers" !!!
Today BOY came my house at around 11.30am, but i'm ignore him, cause he make me really sad on yesterday =_=
Then after 15minute, i had talk to him, he ask me want go anywhere? I suddenly decide to go "YINHOO" & think want to meet my friend at K.L ?!
At 2.30pm, we arrived ~Having our BreakFast & Lunch at Mc D~We're very hungry^^
We finished our meal in an half hour, then start our journey...
Reached at "YINHOO"at 3.40pm, bought all my needed things...(Actually too many glue for fate eye-lashes~~~)
Then, he say: want go anywhere somemore?
i say: K.L, he say: K.L traffic JAM, very heavy...He say: better go to the nearest place from here, i'm choose THE MINES ~
We at the wrong road when wanted to went there, but luckily had U-turn & move to a TAMAN, so straight can reached there!!
5pmHere Is It !!! --THE MINES--
Long time no went there, almost had 1 year...Then shopping, eating & walking inside untill 8pm, when i'm in there, suddenly think about my foster brother, a BAD MAN !!! "Golden Glass Pendant"
BOY had went sell phone's counter & ask his dream phone w995 price...
BOY bought me a handset earphone( cause i want it), mine one no sound already...It's CHEAP, RM 15 only (non original)..YEAH !! Happy to got it !!
I'm also bought 4 pairs of fate eye-lashes & a puff ( i like it!! )i had walked by a i-MOBILE phone shop & saw this, ah !!! Golf & Mike !!!

A ChipMunks movie on 24th DEC. this year, it must be very CUTE ~

A river in THE MINES & many fish in the small river, can get a ride also IF u want*
I want, but BOY said days was dark already, need to back home...
We reached my home at 8.40pm, BOY had a small rest at my living room, he said tired z_z,
10pm, he wants to back home..
I called him went to my room open my big box,then he saw a present in the big box,he took it out, he had got the surprise from me~YES~
16th is his 25th birthday ^^Suddenly he treats me very gOOd, he back home with his LOVELY present, i stopped him & called him open at my home first, he opened it & saw a JACKET, he suit it!!! A kiss for me when he want to back home..***
After that, he had called me said that he back home already, he said he really likes the present with his smooth, small voice...
I asked where he put the JACKET ? He said he had hang it up with hanger !!
He really happy in the night !!!
The JACKET quite expensive to me, RM129..Maybe a small amount to u all, but me not bought any clothes expensive + me no working in 2 month already ^^
Why men's clothes always a BIG price one ??!!
I had bought a Jeans for him before, also RM1xx...My clothes the price all between - RM 1o-RM 40 only, but i don't care as well as he happy with it !!*Hope today will be continue like once upon a time*
I'm happy today, so i wrote the whole story---- a long post
SLeepY --- 5.30am NOW !!!

SpeCial fOr a faceBook's frienD to Read ~

2009-11-13T05:40:00.000-08:00

I bought a pack of marshmallow, it's a colourful marshmallow~Had flowers, bears & sugar marshmallow..I bought this special for my BOY's birhday cake ... i want to decorate his cake

His birthday on 16th Nov-next week.I'm prepared his present already
^^Wrap it myself ^^
When i was free, just think about my collection---WATCH...so i take it out & wear all on my hand, it's just 4 only..
Which one did u all likes ??
The latest one was the 2nd-Grey Diamond- one **
Boy no find me today, this week we only meet once~
We just meet on WED. only =_="
He meet his friends at the bar !!!
I'm no allowed to join...
I'm just lonely,unhappy...How was it like that??
Did i'm doing somethings wrong?
Tear drop again when i'm write this post ...
i'm seens like very tired to face this already =_=,
i think i need to give up !!!
Anyway,
I've found a vacancy, back to my old place work as a part time, for 1 week..
Start on 26th this month or maybe will on work early..
To my friends-Dear deaR Esther, Kelly, Vincent & DEAR were care/ comfort me, thanks a lots...
But i'm like not get things out of my mind,

i even HATE myself now ~

冲动　＠　后果

2009-11-11T21:35:00.000-08:00

今天和弟弟买凉粉来喝，我为了环保，就叫弟弟拿tupper ware盒去装～

结果，一大盒的凉粉，好像聚餐会的分量那样，买了RM2.40, 原本是RM3，有折扣哦。。
原本只想简单的一包 / 两包分量而已啦！
但也不用紧，慢慢喝！
晚上的时候，BOY终于露面，因为我已经2天没见他了，他有带了万能插头来。。
我的DisNey手机，终于可以充电了！“饿”了它3天了，可怜～～
但也没用，要找天出去弄MMS & GPRS　＊
很麻烦的手机＾＾
晚上啊，去翻了自己一橱子的衣，好多都没穿过，一些穿过一次，惨的是我这些都不想要了！！
我很浪费，不懂为何买？买了又不穿／没机会穿＊
我重试了几件就“放弃”，不试了。
对着“它们”好累哦。。。

what's happen on me ??

2009-11-09T20:18:00.000-08:00

A raining day in everyday~
i felt moody ~
i felt lonely~
i felt angry~
i'm hurt ==
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i hate all this !!!

Can someone cure me...

A nEW ～DisNey's phOne～

2009-11-08T00:00:00.000-08:00

昨晚在家，没有的去CluBBlinG。

在家做了这个指甲彩绘～
我随便弄得～好像很丑～
昨晚不开心哦，BOY 忽略我
今天买了个新电话。。
看～～
销售员说是台湾进口，可是好像中国哦！还说不是时常有。。（真的吗？）
突然受不了诱惑买的，我的BOY买给我，大家猜多少 $ ？
不懂几时会后悔？好像没什么用到，可能也会爱上它吧？！
我为了它，要买多个插头，因为它不是一般的充电器插头！
到底买了，是好 / 坏呢？
我的BOY又不得空陪我了，要去远地×喝喜酒×
逛逛下街，又买多样奢侈品了。
买了水果挞，买了4个挞，吃剩这个^草莓味的^
有便宜，RM2.05一个（40%）
我要工作啦，没有钱用了！！

Little Brother's Birthday 17th

2009-11-07T01:30:00.000-08:00

Today was my brother's birthday ^^

He was 17 years old already !!
i'm had been watching him grew up till now...
I'm bought him a gift, a new T-shirt, cause his clothes all almost old already~
I'm also make him a birthday card, he kept my handmade birthday card to him since last 2 years^^
Hope he likes the gift i'm choose !!!
+ a top up card to him...just a heart ^^
I can't found a big birthday cake, replace with small chocolate muffin cake *
I'm let him blow the candle when 12am !!!
Don't know where will he celebrate on tomorrow, hope he will enjoy his birthday >.<
Boy went to FAMILY STORE to bought my favourite--- snacks ~
Then he leave me, join his stupid friends at bar S 11, i just let him go...Don't want to quarrel !!!
He had bought me a NASI LEMAK when he came, it's famous at his village~i'm just have to excuse him sometimes ~
i'm finished it slowly, i'm used my hand to eat oh ^^
An old style~ when i was a kid, i like to eat NASI LEMAK with hand *
Kindergarden also a malay's school, had to pray with the others before having meal, i'm follow to prayed !!Sometimes i'm be the leader to pray first ...

See, i'm more "friendly" now ^

Excuse my BOY ~~

2009-11-06T00:34:00.000-08:00

Today me went to Pasar Malam with my BOY

A nice sweet day with him...

Meet my secondary school enemy - small energy - at there ...
Don't know she really saw me or not?? She with my friends too, but now not my friends anymore !! 2 of the betrayer !!!
Very unlucky, who told me that she was a hot, sexy chick now, with many guys around her ???!!!!
She just the same body with her same look, just different was her hair--- her long hair, she with her long hair !!! What to say : just OMG !!!
Before i had a dream that i'm good with her again, but dream was not reality !!!
Sometimes want to forgive her, but when yesterday i saw her, just let me HATE !!!

Well, maybe next time this feeling will go away from my mind ?!

2009-11-04T01:59:00.000-08:00

Today me working day !!
I had got 21th lucky ticket ~
My jOb was 3-S: stand, serve & smile...
Many old worker's friends & workmate ask me a same question : wei, when come back work / How many day u work / which counter u work / before what u were doing ?
Even the cleaner also ask me !!! ( 4 of the cleaners from Bangaladesh)
I had guess & prepared already when wanted to get back here work, must had many people ask about my life one ^^
Boy only fetched me home, then he rush to meet with his friends to play "manjong Ramen",not accompany me ...(forgive him cause i'm also will very busy when get back home)
I'm don know me was working / spending $$$ at there ~ i'm spend RM 16 in a day when i'm working !! My salary just RM 35 only, work for 10 hours ...U all must think very low salary...But at least is a job can earn $$$
Me had another job on tommorow ~
a lower salary job too !!!

I'm better get to sleep now, headache !!!

a job * a new me*

2009-11-03T07:56:00.000-08:00

i wil gO tO work on tOmOrrow ^^
A 1 days jOb fOr mE !!
hOpe will cOmplete my jOb sucessful...
I'm replace my Dear deaR friend - EsTher- to work *

Boy no meet me today, he said he felt sleepy & big heavy rain outside
Hope he not lie at me, cause my place don't had rain...
I'm also no told him about me go to work ~
It's been late nOw, get to sleep ^^
Prepare tomorrow fOr the working time !!!

Me want to busy, as my friend - Vincent - say, must had something to improve myself...

So " GAMbaTEH" for me !!!

2009-11-01T01:53:00.000-07:00

昨天～
我去见了工-Kelly在做着的工×书记×
见完工，我像流浪狗，撑着伞（下毛毛雨），不懂要走去哪？！
过后，和Kelly，她男友，一起去Jusco。。
又花钱啦！买了头油 & 奇异果～
头油买1送1哦-RM25 ^^，朋友买，我就和她ShaRe好了。家里粒状头油很多嘢！！
算，买了再看怎样～(红色是我的～)
Kelly按水喝，她喜欢玩这些按水器！！
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HOllOween 31 OcT night

哇，万圣节～
我和我的Boy去了S 11, 过后再去TrilOgy...
好久没有像昨天那样好好的玩了！
很开心～～～
我和从16岁就认识的阿芳姐姐拍照，她的英文名也叫EsTher 噢。。
她！！厉害了，扮---鬼新娘---，怕！！（Junz，EsTher jie2，mE)
现场也很多骨头人，护士，英式僵尸。。。
我喝了色酒，我不能喝那种，一杯就醉，脸容易发红 & 肿 >.< 万圣节，我如果可以像孩子般敲门拿糖，那该多好？！我们玩到3点才回。。。回到家，我没有睡觉，开电脑看我的FaceBook Restaurant City,很难才看到，因为BroadBand没有线！！网友帮我玩到第32级。。原本我才第8-9级～
他也帮我设计了场地，虽然不是我喜欢的，但还蛮好看的。。

谢谢你！JeFF Tee

还看了下DvD戏-小娘惹-...
6点早上才睡，现在蛮累的！
今天，买了Kelly的·迟·礼物-香水-。服务员很慢的服务态度，等了40分钟～
买了就回家了，要放美美给Kelly惊喜！！

2009-10-30T01:41:00.000-07:00

Today me went to Parkson again, for the PRE-SALE member day ^^
Bought Boy a gift ... a birthday gift !!!
Hope he likes it, although he no really treat me gOOd now...But i wanna do my BEST !!
Let he know that i'm gOOd !!
I've spend a hundred at 3 cloths !!
Me don't had $$$ already !!!
Now me often at home now......
He had his date with his friends =_="

Tonight me & Kelly, Fai & Shuen Shien went to FOOdtiam coffee at around 10pm~
I'm had a drink called- rosemary ice-blended, really SHIT ... tOO sweet !!
I've been there for twice, every time also order a wrong drink for myself~
I don't want to be there anymore, no fortune at there !!
Kelly order a cold chocolate, nasi Lemak & tempura sotong rings...
Shuen Shien helps me repair my laptOp online system, luckily had HIM !
Mine laptOp often had problem !!!
I had call for a interview job, as a Generel Clerk, hope i can work there with happinese !!
Tomorrow will interview ~
Kelly's birthday after 12am !!
i had bought her some chocolate muffins cake

Happy 20th Birthday, KELLY !!!

2009-10-28T21:08:00.000-07:00

今天我去了平时去得广场-看我的朋友，我可以花很多时间在那儿！
拿了DvD-小娘惹- 回家看，可是DvD机的遥控器坏了！
就被逼用自己的LaPtOp看，怕坏叻！
在广场，吃M记· 又试衣服。工又没找到，破产啦！
我没事做-发信息给我的Boy，他说今天找我，我在想：怎么就这样简单？不是说分手吗？
他很迟才来到我家，他对我很冷淡～他没有说分手的事，我以为他拿回我的东西给我。（也没有）
他只是静静坐著，我也没再问他吵架的事……问了他也说没东西（以前都是这样）
一切，对他来说，好像没发生那样。。我都快疯了！
那几天都伤心的要命。。

你到底想怎样？

2009-10-27T00:51:00.000-07:00

今天我炸了些肉肉来吃，顺便当晚餐的菜～
我可给油弹的我很厉害！弹到刺激+超痛！
做了寿司～好好吃，里面放HAM，咸咸的味道！
第一次做这样的味道^^之前寿司里面都是放萝卜，蟹肉，黄瓜。。。
我还拿蛋包饭+肉～（味道不错下。）
晚上，没东西做，拿之前Boy不给我穿的黑色闪领Deep V衣来试，之前他说太露，不给我穿。
现在，我应该可以穿了吧, 我买了没穿过，

现在穿，你也不会懂～

2009-10-26T11:05:00.000-07:00

Friend- KELLY - by my side through this day ~~
Keep SMS & talk with me !!
Thanks a lots, KELLY ~~
Dear deaR - EStHER- also had gave me support although she was kind of busy on her works !!
Thanks your care, ESTHER~~
I want to quickly get through of this ...
I want to be strong ^^

Now only time can heal my pain & wounds ==

I don't know when can i get well ?!
I need to find a job soon...
I want to depends myself, protect myself ...

I want to stand up !!

2009-10-25T21:32:00.000-07:00

I hate to say a word now
I hate this feeling now...sad*cry*lonely~
I hate all the mens & boys now !!
I hate the sad things happens on me !!
I even hate myself~
*BROKE* was the only word u say everytime quarrelling !!
U not telling me what was the reason we became like this ~
U not telling me : WHY !!!

What can i do??

I'm felt nervous ~
Am i wrong? what had i done to make u treat me like this ?
This month many couples broke...
Why i'm be one of them now??
What is going now ?
~~~~~~
I'm tired with all of this =_=

2009-10-24T03:54:00.001-07:00

今天是Akon演唱会。。。我超想去看，可是没那个命～
这是他延迟的演出，这次应该会成功演出吧？
有叫我的朋友帮我录下他迷人的声音，可是希望很低！
他的声音很特别，好像是为失恋伤心的人给予勇气，唱出他们的心声，很多首歌都很容易记得。
超喜欢他的声音～

我还是没什么睡到觉，平时已经没睡觉了，昨天跟本没睡～
我很累，但犯贱--不睡觉--
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晚上，我帮未来侄子换上我的衣服。
哟，他穿女装也蛮好看的！
他穿TUBE的样子，我叫他摆的Pose...
和Sam大吵一架，为了想看套戏而吵。。
我都很低声下气和他说，没破口大骂，以前我可是不服输，斗骂斗说的哦！
他没有从前的温柔，只会时不时想找架吵，他对我不好了--腻了--
尤其是这个10月，时常不想见我，我惹他厌了吧～
男人啊，伤我心的一堆
金瓶子是酱，他也是酱！
我整夜哭红了眼，肿了眼；他就没事发生酱，继续和朋友有说有笑。
每次吵，我想知道原因，他只会逃避，送我回家，一了百了～
我的朋友说：你不值得我再爱，再坚持，待在你身边只会浪费青春&时间。

但我还是很爱你，不想分手。

你说分开，我也很辛苦，想分，可是我办不到，为什么我会变成这样，一点尊严也没有！

我很恨自己的懦弱！！

2009-10-23T18:35:00.001-07:00

Today me went to same place again...
Had little bit of regret cause today no much things to do & no topic chat with friends~
They were all busy doing their things, i'm better come on Monday *
Me went back home at 3pm...
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3am-Mid night
Boy call said wants to go Genting ~
Luckily i'm not sleep yet...
He go with his friends-Loong, Fook & Chun...
Fook suggest to go, Loong also suggest too, they want to "fight" with each other ^
Then, the person who suggest to go Genting -Loong-fell in sleep...
He must be tired cause had drink beer ^
Slept at my Boy's shoulder, if he was a girl, i must slap he already ==
Me also had go, actually 10pm Boy call that wants to had a drink at S 11
I'm not followed, but at mid-night still had to go Genting with my Boy !
They want to go CASINO try their *LUCK*
Boy had win $$RM400, one sen also not in my pocket, shit !!!
The others were lose $, they happy came here, sad mood went back..
We reach our home at 6.30am morning...
We just at Genting for 2 hours, we arrived from Seremban to KL-Sungai Besi toll just spend 15 minutes, reached Genting in 40 minutes ...
Chun was the driver, he drive very fast 100km/j-180km/j, me do not sat a fast car such like this~
i'm very afraid through the journey !!

After this post, i will more post Chinese language in next post, cause my English was not really good enough, afraid one day will laugh by other visitors, then i'll very shame~

meet my friends*

2009-10-22T21:44:00.001-07:00

Today met my friends-Esther & Wai Woon...
We went to Station Kopitiam to had our lunch ^^
Esther's meal - Tom Yam Fried Rice -Mine's meal- Guang Zhou Fried Rice-
Food at here all no flavour, not much taste !!
When we having our meal, the band in front stage very noisy !!
Disturb our chatting !!
After that, they went back home~
Me continued to chat with my old work friends at Parkson Parade...
My feeling had turns to happy when i'm at there, at least had some friends be with me *
Bought a fish chip tuna bun with a uncle, he always sell bun at everywhere ~
I can't finish it , cause i need to have a lunch with my friends at that time !!
Taste of the bun were delicious~
Bun very fresh & crunch >.<
Yum~

2009-10-21T02:41:00.000-07:00

I want to say: Wednesday i cook this at home, looks like very ugly~But it's tasty !!

Father, brother and me finished it very fast !!
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This corn very not fresh...It's very disgusting~
I'm not going to buy it anymore~(cause i had gave it 2 chance, it's 2nd time not fresh already !!)
2 times i bought, 2 times not fresh *

This time had 3 ants inside !!

I'm at my home sweet home this 2 days...
Very bored~
I'm not meet my Boy this 2 days, he said had things to do...
I'm just felt very sad at home, think many things between me & HIM =_=

Talk about ×MAN×

2009-10-20T19:35:00.000-07:00

在家，感触很多～
看了篇别人的文章，更加令我想起了更多，关于×男人×
他们到底当女人是什么？！玩具/嗜好？
-我认识了这么一个人-
一开始的时候，全侯的关心你· 打电话· 传简讯· 约见面。。
当你装傻/拒绝，他会360度变给你看，慢慢认识久了，就不再联络你～限期是4个月。
当你是他的“利用品”，要你帮这，帮那。。。
到现在，和他几乎变成了《最熟悉的陌生人》！！
现在的他应该是以他的地位-职业 & 车钓着其他无知的 “小鱼” 吧？！==
他的专长- 1）甜言蜜语· 认识时会说：你不是以为我在追你吧？！不久后会说对你有感觉。
2）本领耍手段· 拿个不懂哪里得到“金瓶子” 说是在远地想起你，所以买回来的，也不懂那是真金/假金，让你感动！
3）假关心· 无时无刻，都在捻你，这个不应该做，那样做不好，说很多他的道理～现在如果给我再听到，我一定破口大骂！
我觉得他天生是这样/还是给他的前度女友刺激到？
但这已不重要，你给的“金瓶子” 在我还没发现你的为人时，不小心打破了，可能这是天/亲人给我的预感吧？！
那时蠢到极点的我还伤心它烂了，你还说买回个给我，可是你没有做到，我现在也不需要！！
还好我当初没有选择你，放弃现在的美好！
好彩也没吃亏给你！
你以为世界你在玩吗？很多时候，一山还比一山高，我也不是如你想象的那样，我现在知道了你的一切，但你从不知道我的真实东西。玩人嘛，总有天会“撞壁”的。。
如果说给我哪天再遇到你，我还是会假装不懂你的恶性～
我现在很好。。过得还不错～有人疼^^
你在外面，也小心有天会有*大报应*
遇过那么多男人，你是最悲哀的，当然我也认识很多类似你那样，但不比你衰！！
男人们，也不是全坏完。。
但坏的那些，给我听好！
我们不是你们的玩具，也别到处欺负无辜的女人。。

2009-10-19T23:10:00.000-07:00

My lapTop now FireFox system~Yeah!!!
Had paid RM60 to got these system *
Spend many $$$ in this 2 days~
Tonight i had a enough sleep, now feel very fresh, but it's just for today only *
The line of broadband really no much of line at my house,
Ooops...at my Boy house also like that-no line-
How can i use it through this half year?!

I'm stupid !!!

At night, Boy fetched me out bought supper-Burger-, it's not delicious at all...
I've changed some small chance to the burger's stall boss, he need small chance.Boy gave RM5 small chance, we were very helpful^^

Finally we had finished the movie series-古灵精探B-...Yeah !!

第一次@ -T2- 游

2009-10-18T19:37:00.000-07:00

今天我和我@Sam很早起身，11点来载我就去T2。。我说要去的！
我们先去吃了MarryBrown，味道不比云顶好吃～我吃粥，我@Sam吃马来套餐！
过后，我们在附近走走～哇，开始有很多店在这里营业了。未来一定更多多多^^（因为这里还是新地方）买了买1送1的鞋子！你们说，那一双比较好看？！我蛮喜欢白色那双，我没有穿过的。还蛮夹脚趾的！>.<"

晚上，我和@Sam还去了一下Guardian+Jusco，买洗脸膏·雪糕·。在那买了东西就回了，走得不开心，因为有带B去。坏蛋小孩 =_=

一路追他都够了。

今天啊～花了很多钱。。RM 80多块飞走了，我还没有工作，所以都是@Sam出的啦！

赫赫×-×

2009-10-17T02:38:00.000-07:00

Today me just at my home through in morning & evening...

Pretty boring =_=

Very hungry and prepared a roll of sushi ( rice+ sea weed) & a bowl of mix soup(daddy cooks)

If u, did u still have mood to eat this 2 "strange" things ??

Actually, I'm very angry about my Boy, no call, no sms...

I'm just keep my all feeling inside my heart~

Almost being silent in the whole day, till at 9pm he call said had clubbling ! !

Me prepared my mood to face with my Boy & prepared dreesed up...

Hope i will stay normal when meet him

We went to S-11 again...

A pretty boring place to me, just sitting there(It's just myself of opinion)

Boy's friend-Fook- started drunk & played kisses with another friend-Loong-

Fook just kiss Loong like usual, Loong seens very scared already at him~

Then, Fook wanted to engage with Loong with flowers!

See them,Loong was truely shy already*

Did u know how was the end?

Fook ate the flower, but i don't had the chance to catch that shot -

Fook also call 2 stranger man to came our table to had a drink, they were an tourist...I think they came from Europh??!!

Looks pretty handsome !! They just give Fook a respect, then had a drink ^^

What a strange night to me !

Mood not really enjoyed in this night, i still had a lots of angry, need to control myself *_*

*Be patient, girl~

U can do it !!!*

2009-10-16T00:05:00.000-07:00

Today's Boy had fetched me buy some snack at the mini market~

He came my house when his break time...

He said he can't meet me tonight, had a dinner with his workmates^^

Then at mid-night, i send a message to him,asked him has work on tommorow or not?

He said it's holiday, but he still has some work..He will meet me at night!! (thought want to have a trip on tommorow, but now...i'm of little bit of dissapointed)

What can i do ?!

2009-10-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

Yummy~it's my dinner meal tonight~

Had popcorn, vegetables pophia, oh !! it's really tasty ^^

All of this i bought it at Pasar Malam with my Boy-Sam-

We walk at Pasar Malam untill day turns night I had bought 5 earings at there too...Rm4-5 pairs~

I choose clown, dog, bone, evil'head & fly love*_*

But the plastic bag was broken by him -my future nephew-

So he had to paid for this, i'm made him become like this~

Ha...ha...I'm very fierce~Need to warm him, if not?! He will still be like that >.<

He vomited at night, his father had to wash the toilet, so smelly !!!

2009-10-14T00:35:00.000-07:00

小宇- 终于说出口

曲：小宇詞：小宇黃文萱

你終於說出口其實你早就已經愛過我

為什麼要低著頭你知道這玩笑騙不倒我

可是這不是玩笑是要逃避你離開我的理由

*我還能做甚麼你已經不愛我

我一直都愛著你難道這還不夠

我還要做甚麼你才不離開我

我知道你已無心再繼續看著我一心想離開我*

我終於也說出口其實很愛你但從沒認真說過

或許是我的錯多在乎你卻只放在心中

不要問我為甚麼因為愛你這就是我的理由

Repeat*

这首歌蛮好听的，虽然现在我好好的～这首歌 mv《车祸版》超赞的～

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今天～

我的心情有点期待，因为昨天没有和Sam（Boy）见面，今天不懂会见面吗？

结果是。。。

有啦～

他来之前我买了在对面夜市的@豆花 & 豆浆参（凉粉+豆奶）

哇，滑滑@的～和Sam一起吃×_×

看，有姜味的哟，可以去风！！^.^,

我们边吃边继续看还没看完的戏。。。

~这样也可以很享受～

2009-10-13T00:53:00.000-07:00

Today i went out to return my book.Just 1 book then i need to went out, actually i'm lazy to do that !!

I'm went out to help Kelly pay for her postpaid's loan too...

Then bought guava fruit back home~

In the afternoon, my Boy bought me K.F.C *

I'm happy had K.F.C ^^

Boy tonight not free to meet with me, so i'm just at my home sweet home only ...

Watching # Tv programme #

Then chat with my Face Book friend - Vincent -

Slept at 1am, after received my honey Boy call ~

2009-10-12T12:29:00.000-07:00

Today me just with my Boy at home watch DVD-古灵精探B-, this maybe was a old movie to other people?!

But to me & my Boy, it's a movie that we haven't watch before~^^~

When i'm with him watch the movie about 1 hour, i felt like little bit of hungry, i say want to eat Burger, then he fetched me out to buy ^sWeet^

I've been at home for 1 month already, no job no income~! But nevermind, can find it later...

Hope to stay sweet with my Boy now ~~~

Betray's Life, i wanna forget~

2009-10-11T22:59:00.000-07:00

These were my fingers, the last 2 was long long nails...the 4th i'm not cut it for a month, the last one i'm not cut it for half year ! ! Now, i wanna cut it...The last finger let me remind unhappy & betray's memories+

After cut it, i felt more chill-relax-~

Sometimes, many unhappy things have to try to forget...

Time is the only way to solve it ^^

Today my Boy came my house around 11am, he had came my house as he said to me yesterday ^^He really no forget it...But at that moment i'm no preparing to go out yet, so Boy wait me at my room, when i've get prepared, he fall in sleep~i just let him slept for 1 hour...

Me just take some shot with him*I wake him up, we going to GIANT to buy food^^

My job's salary finally get it, but it's just a part only, still have to wait till next week ==

Then, we go to pay our loan at SEREMBAN

Finally had pay all the loan, i'm also help Boy to pay one of them, cause i've get salary already, can help a bit~sponsor BoyRM100**

This shot was really likeY say: Very stupidI'm difficult to let him shot with me, he say this act like stupid~

But he finally shot with me >.<"

*_*Hope this time, we are not quarrel anymore ~

Waiting Thought have hOpe~But seens not~

2009-10-10T01:12:00.000-07:00

今天下午你说会晚点来找我，我眼睛很痛。
想和你说，可是忘记了==而且肚子也不大舒服！
我以为晚上我们会面时，可以买眼药水-可以晚上去夜店。
我准备了晚上要用的东西，还想说用电棒卷头发，选了要穿的衣和要用的化妆品，收拾好可以更换的衣。

满心@期待 & 等待

可是，我又再次失望了。我忍住眼泪，真的不想再哭～

我眼睛很痛，我怕会盲！

你说你不得空，我早已料到应该和朋友在卡拉OK，结果真的：是…

你所谓的忙，就是和朋友去“癫”。。难道你真的不想看到我吗？

我们上个星期到现在都在吵架，吵了…好回…又吵…又勉强好回…

我不想和你再吵，我都很忍声吞气和你说话，其实头已经冒火想骂你了。

以前，你都会带我一起去玩，这2个礼拜已经没有了～难道我又弄你生气了吗？

我觉的你变了～我开始不认识你了～我很怕你再变下去！

一直都好好的，为什么会这样了？

是谁在搞怪？？想分开我们。。。

你是不是想办法甩我了，难道五年@感情就可以这样简单？说变就变？

你在快活的时候，你知道我在孤独×流泪×伤心吗？

我们几时可以好像从前那样？？？

2009-10-09T17:59:00.000-07:00

Today my eye very pain~
i'm alone at my home, i'm already wake up early in the morning, when think about yesterday's things, cry again ```
Me don't know how do solve the problem now...

Only time, can heal the wound~~
I'm now only can waiting

我还是坚持着～你呢？

2009-10-09T13:07:00.000-07:00

我应该怎么办？？

我和"你"好回才两天就这样了

接下来要怎样～

你说很辛苦，可是我觉得不是我的问题。。。我已经放你很松了！

我已经尽量没有理/管你的东西，可是我担心你，

所以还是会问点，我很怕出了事，我是最后一个知道=_=

我很讨厌你的家人，当你是ATM机。。如果你3个月没有给家用，他们还会对你好吗？

你付出的，结果会得到什么。。。？？

你只会任劳任怨为家付出，你一有事。。他们要发箭，成为他们的"箭盘板"的会是我

你真的想冷静吗？我真的让你辛苦吗？

我全心全意为你，你会懂吗？是我错了吗？

你有想过我们的未来吗/我们的家庭吗？

面对你和你的家人，难道我没有压力+辛苦吗？

我还没有工作，你以为没什么，可是没有工作的人更大压力

你懂吗？？

为什么你不努力去争取"我和你"，有什么事只会逃避/放弃？

剩我一个人在拉住"我和你"之间的线

~HoT~

2009-10-08T00:28:00.000-07:00

It's a hot weather these few day ~
What a big & hot sun ! !
I can't deserve it anymore -_-"
It will burns my skin...
I'm no going out tonight, coz my Boy not free today, he has to go for dinner with his friends~
So i'm now just boring at home, i have many place to go with my Boy, hope he will free tomorrow^
I want to go MarryBrown, Station 1, J-Jusco, Giant, Senawang Mc D, Tesco*
Wah, to many place to go...
Hope i can go there one by one !

2009-10-07T01:53:00.000-07:00

Today i live normally at home ~~

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At night, my Boy fetch me to J-Jusco~~

We had bought SUSHI & Kinder Bueno^^

Me with Boy were now ok be together - "i think"-

We went to S-11- at 10pm...There were just a few people at there ^^

My Boy meet his friends at there ! !

We playing "DA HUA SIT", but me don't know how to play, just keep lOOking ~

We back home when 12am *

I'm just feel happy for today ^_^

2009-10-06T23:45:00.000-07:00

Today i'm seens like very busy, need to go out & return book, meet with my Dear deaR friend-Esther-~coz at night we will playing badminton with 2 others friends-Yen & Moon..

Pink-me, Green-Esther, Light Blue- Moon, Blue-Yen...

Long time not see them, don't know how are they ^^

I've returned the book, then wait my _Esther_at the bus stop for 1 1/2 hours !! i'm tired to waiting =_="

I'm having my KFC meal again, this month i had KFC 3 times already *

In the evening 7.15pm, they 2 beauty mummy found us at Esther's home...

Then we arrived to the destination by walking...My foot & Esther's foot* CHEERS*

These were Moon-Blue shirt & Yen-Yellow shirt

We finish playing at 10pm...Then we all back to our home! !

It's kind of happy with them ^^

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My Boy fetched me back home, it's suppose to be happy cause we were be together again, but he seens like still remember that day "Quarrel"~

Is that wrong we meet again tonight ss

YYY

`Quarrel 3rd Day`

2009-10-05T06:13:00.002-07:00

Me still at my home, waiting for him to get me back, but seens i'm wrong...

He still not find me at all -_-"

Me decided to write a message to him 1st, me just don't want to continue like this~~

Is useless to be like this ! !

Hate this feeling, hate his family ! !

I'm weak in love, don't know how to handle this*

i'm just had move my 1st step, so what i have to do ss

Crying when writting this post, all the sad things appear in my mind...

2009-10-04T19:43:00.000-07:00

Today me slept till 4pm~

I've not slept like this for a long time ! !

It makes me very comfort ^^

My Boy not contact me for 2 days, he must be very enjoy himself *

I will revenge when we've get back together >.<

Oops~i'm looks like a witch ...

Tommorow needs to go out to return the comic book-Sin Chan-, aiyOo~ very lazy ! !

Quarrel 1st day~

2009-10-03T05:37:00.000-07:00

Today me just at my home sweet home...

What a boring day till my friend -Kelly- called me out to celebrate "Fei MaO" birthday at 9 pm..

Luciky had my friends to accompany me in this lonely & sad night ~~

If not, where can i be ??

I'm feel happy this night & just put my unhappy's things behind...

Fei Mao's birthday had many friends celebrated with him, not likes me, not much of friend know my birthday ! !

We went for singing at NewZ ,then a while of Trilogy-me went myself for 5minutes only, to K.F.C, finally went Fei MaO's house~ till 4.30am, i'm reached my home ~

Prepared every things, slept at 6am*

How about my Boy ?? Friend said that he was in Da club too, did he saw me ?? !!

He still not contact with me yet ...

What a man !!

mOOnCake Festival count dOwn

2009-10-02T01:00:00.000-07:00

Today Esther calling me to go out again, this time we went out successful ~~
I had took my mooncake from her, it's really make me happy ^^
She also had gave me my delayed birthday's present to me, before i just thought she forgot my birthday already =_= seens she not ^^
Then, we went to deliver all the jelly mooncake to customers, i'm just be her little secretary, answer all the phone for her .....

We were very busy & had many things to take * +plus did u all see the bottle?? That is the 1 i bought for Esther^^ mine's 1 pink *

We finished done all the things at 6.30pm...
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At night, i'm just keep waiting for my Boy.He seens like very busy ~~Went out & out .....

I had opened the present that Esther gave me, it's a Green frog water ball's decoration, it's look like very romance~~

Thanks my Dear deaR friend -Esther- ! !

Then, i'm quarrelled with my Boy, he just hot-temperature...He went out meet his 'pig' friends then scold his girl...
I try to calm him down but he ignore me ! !
He must be wants to go out with his friends on Sat. night clubbling without me...
I just know it ! !
Hate him...
Why they treats their girls like thats s
I'm must be at the home through all days~
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2009-10-01T22:53:00.000-07:00

Finally get my moon cake...
Esther helps me bought that...
Is just a normal type one *
KLT Black sesame Lotus 1 yolk & Golden Jade Light with 1 yolk
Had 25% discount, so each 1 will be RM9~~
I also had bought jelly types of mooncake...Rm17 4 in 1 Box...
Hope to eat my mooncake soon^^
At the mooncake day *

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At night,my mOOd was terrible...no mood at night...
Actually morning's mOOd also no good, but i'm try to be happy ^^
Morning, I'm have a date with my Dear deaR friend-Esther just stand me up , postpone & postpone...
At night,thought i will go out with Kelly & Fai
But he just busy with his work & late coming...
I waiting for him 1 hour already~~
Finally Kelly said don't want to go anymore & want to catch up her movie series ! ! !
What a boring & tension day ~~

2009-09-30T16:23:00.000-07:00

This water bought from Thai, is it *cute & special ??

me just finished it~~~

I also get one to my Dear deaR friend -Esther- one, she's green one **

I had know that my Cha GeI Ya sold my car already ! ! !

Damn, i not drive it yet .....

He also not automatically told me, is me ask him ! !

My mood doesn't gOOd today =_=

Mooncake festival will arrive soon, but me just don't get any piece of moon cake,

Gonna to move it to get 2, or it will 'disappear' when i want to buy it ~~

Hope can buy it & it still 'here'..