Friday, October 30, 2009

Today me went to Parkson again, for the PRE-SALE member day ^^
Bought Boy a gift ... a birthday gift !!!
Hope he likes it, although he no really treat me gOOd now...But i wanna do my BEST !!
Let he know that i'm gOOd !!
I've spend a hundred at 3 cloths !!
Me don't had $$$ already !!!
Now me often at home now......
He had his date with his friends =_="
Tonight me & Kelly, Fai & Shuen Shien went to FOOdtiam coffee at around 10pm~
I'm had a drink called- rosemary ice-blended, really SHIT ... tOO sweet !!
I've been there for twice, every time also order a wrong drink for myself~
I don't want to be there anymore, no fortune at there !!
Kelly order a cold chocolate, nasi Lemak & tempura sotong rings...
Shuen Shien helps me repair my laptOp online system, luckily had HIM !
Mine laptOp often had problem !!!
I had call for a interview job, as a Generel Clerk, hope i can work there with happinese !!
Tomorrow will interview ~
Kelly's birthday after 12am !!
i had bought her some chocolate muffins cake


Happy 20th Birthday, KELLY !!!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

今天我去了平时去得广场-看我的朋友,我可以花很多时间在那儿!
拿了DvD-小娘惹- 回家看,可是DvD机的遥控器坏了!
就被逼用自己的LaPtOp看,怕坏叻!
在广场,吃M记· 又试衣服。工又没找到,破产啦!
我没事做-发信息给我的Boy,他说今天找我,我在想:怎么就这样简单?不是说分手吗?
他很迟才来到我家,他对我很冷淡~他没有说分手的事,我以为他拿回我的东西给我。(也没有)
他只是静静坐著,我也没再问他吵架的事……问了他也说没东西(以前都是这样)
一切,对他来说,好像没发生那样。。我都快疯了!
那几天都伤心的要命。。

你到底想怎样

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

今天我炸了些肉肉来吃,顺便当晚餐的菜~
我可给油弹的我很厉害!弹到刺激+超痛!
做了寿司~好好吃,里面放HAM,咸咸的味道!
第一次做这样的味道^^之前寿司里面都是放萝卜蟹肉黄瓜。。。
我还拿饭+肉~(味道不错下。)
晚上,没东西做,拿之前Boy不给我穿的黑色闪领Deep V衣来试,之前他说太露,不给我穿。
现在,我应该可以穿了吧, 我买了没穿过,
现在穿,你也不会懂~

Monday, October 26, 2009

Friend- KELLY - by my side through this day ~~
Keep SMS & talk with me !!
Thanks a lots, KELLY ~~
Dear deaR - EStHER- also had gave me support although she was kind of busy on her works !!
Thanks your care, ESTHER~~
I want to quickly get through of this ...
I want to be strong ^^
Now only time can heal my pain & wounds ==
I don't know when can i get well ?!
I need to find a job soon...
I want to depends myself, protect myself ...

I want to stand up !!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

I hate to say a word now
I hate this feeling now...sad*cry*lonely~
I hate all the mens & boys now !!
I hate the sad things happens on me !!
I even hate myself~
*BROKE* was the only word u say everytime quarrelling !!
U not telling me what was the reason we became like this ~
U not telling me : WHY !!!
What can i do??
I'm felt nervous ~
Am i wrong? what had i done to make u treat me like this ?
This month many couples broke...
Why i'm be one of them now??
What is going now ?
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I'm tired with all of this =_=

Saturday, October 24, 2009

今天是Akon演唱会。。。我超想去看,可是没那个命~
这是他延迟的演出,这次应该会成功演出吧?
有叫我的朋友帮我录下他迷人的声音,可是希望很低!
他的声音很特别,好像是为失恋伤心的人给予勇气,唱出他们的心声,很多首歌都很容易记得。
超喜欢他的声音~
我还是没什么睡到觉,平时已经没睡觉了,昨天跟本没睡~
我很累,但犯贱--不睡觉--
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晚上,我帮未来侄子换上我的衣服。
哟,他穿女装也蛮好看的!
他穿TUBE的样子,我叫他摆的Pose...
Sam大吵一架,为了想看套戏而吵。。
我都很低声下气和他说,没破口大骂,以前我可是不服输,斗骂斗说的哦!
他没有从前的温柔,只会时不时想找架吵,他对我不好了--腻了--
尤其是这个10月,时常不想见我,我惹他厌了吧~
男人啊,伤我心的一堆
金瓶子是酱,他也是酱!
我整夜哭红了眼,肿了眼;他就没事发生酱,继续和朋友有说有笑。
每次吵,我想知道原因,他只会逃避,送我回家,一了百了~
我的朋友说:你不值得我再爱,再坚持,待在你身边只会浪费青春&时间。


但我还是很爱你,不想分手。

你说分开,我也很辛苦,想分,可是我办不到,为什么我会变成这样,一点尊严也没有!
我很恨自己的懦弱!!

Friday, October 23, 2009

Today me went to same place again...
Had little bit of regret cause today no much things to do & no topic chat with friends~
They were all busy doing their things, i'm better come on Monday *
Me went back home at 3pm...
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3am-Mid night
Boy call said wants to go Genting ~
Luckily i'm not sleep yet...

He go with his friends-Loong, Fook & Chun...
Fook suggest to go, Loong also suggest too, they want to "fight" with each other ^
Then, the person who suggest to go Genting -Loong-fell in sleep...

He must be tired cause had drink beer ^
Slept at my Boy's shoulder, if he was a girl, i must slap he already ==

Me also had go, actually 10pm Boy call that wants to had a drink at S 11
I'm not followed, but at mid-night still had to go Genting with my Boy !

They want to go CASINO try their *LUCK*
Boy had win $$RM400, one sen also not in my pocket, shit !!!
The others were lose $, they happy came here, sad mood went back..
We reach our home at 6.30am morning...
We just at Genting for 2 hours, we arrived from Seremban to KL-Sungai Besi toll
just spend 15 minutes, reached Genting in 40 minutes ...
Chun was the driver, he drive very fast 100km/j-180km/j, me do not sat a fast car such like this~
i'm very afraid through the journey !!
After this post, i will more post Chinese language in next post, cause my English was not really good enough, afraid one day will laugh by other visitors, then i'll very shame~

Thursday, October 22, 2009

meet my friends*

Today met my friends-Esther & Wai Woon...
We went to Station Kopitiam to had our lunch ^^
Esther's meal - Tom Yam Fried Rice -Mine's meal- Guang Zhou Fried Rice-
Food at here all no flavour, not much taste !!
When we having our meal, the band in front stage very noisy !!
Disturb our chatting !!
After that, they went back home~
Me continued to chat with my old work friends at Parkson Parade...
My feeling had turns to happy when i'm at there, at least had some friends be with me *
Bought a fish chip tuna bun with a uncle, he always sell bun at everywhere ~
I can't finish it , cause i need to have a lunch with my friends at that time !!
Taste of the bun were delicious~
Bun very fresh & crunch >.<
Yum~

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I want to say: Wednesday i cook this at home, looks like very ugly~But it's tasty !!
Father, brother and me finished it very fast !!
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This corn very not fresh...It's very disgusting~
I'm not going to buy it anymore~(cause i had gave it 2 chance, it's 2nd time not fresh already !!)
2 times i bought, 2 times not fresh *
This time had 3 ants inside !!
I'm at my home sweet home this 2 days...
Very bored~
I'm not meet my Boy this 2 days, he said had things to do...
I'm just felt very sad at home, think many things between me & HIM =_=

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Talk about ×MAN×

在家,感触很多~
看了篇别人的文章,更加令我想起了更多,关于×男人×
他们到底当女人是什么?!玩具/嗜好?
-我认识了这么一个人-
一开始的时候,全侯的关心你· 打电话· 传简讯· 约见面。。
当你装傻/拒绝,他会360度变给你看,慢慢认识久了,就不再联络你~限期是4个月。
当你是他的“利用品”,要你帮这,帮那。。。
到现在,和他几乎变成了《最熟悉的陌生人》!!
现在的他应该是以他的地位-职业 & 车 钓着其他无知的 “小鱼” 吧 ?!==
他的专长- 1)甜言蜜语· 认识时会说:你不是以为我在追你吧?!不久后会说对你有感觉。
2) 本领耍手段· 拿个不懂哪里得到“金瓶子” 说是在远地想起你,所以买回来的,也不懂那是真金/假金,让你感动!
3)假关心· 无时无刻,都在捻你,这个不应该做,那样做不好,说很多他的道理~现在如果给我再听到,我一定破口大骂!
我觉得他天生是这样/还是给他的前度女友刺激到?
但这已不重要,你给的“金瓶子” 在我还没发现你的为人时,不小心打破了,可能这是天/亲人给我的预感吧?!
那时蠢到极点的我还伤心它烂了,你还说买回个给我,可是你没有做到,我现在也不需要!!
还好我当初没有选择你,放弃现在的美好!
好彩也没吃亏给你!
你以为世界你在玩吗?很多时候,一山还比一山高,我也不是如你想象的那样,我现在知道了你的一切,但你从不知道我的真实东西。玩人嘛,总有天会“撞壁”的。。
如果说给我哪天再遇到你,我还是会假装不懂你的恶性~
我现在很好。。过得还不错~ 有人疼^^
你在外面,也小心有天会有*大报应*
遇过那么多男人,你是最悲哀的,当然我也认识很多类似你那样,但不比你衰!!
男人们,也不是全坏完。。
但坏的那些,给我听好!
我们不是你们的玩具,也别到处欺负无辜的女人。

Monday, October 19, 2009

My lapTop now FireFox system~Yeah!!!
Had paid RM60 to got these system *
Spend many $$$ in this 2 days~
Tonight i had a enough sleep, now feel very fresh, but it's just for today only *
The line of broadband really no much of line at my house,
Ooops...at my Boy house also like that-no line-
How can i use it through this half year?!
I'm stupid !!!
At night, Boy fetched me out bought supper-Burger-, it's not delicious at all...
I've changed some small chance to the burger's stall boss, he need small chance.Boy gave RM5 small chance, we were very helpful^^

Finally we had finished the movie series-古灵精探B-...Yeah !!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

第一次@ -T2- 游

今天我和我@Sam很早起身,11点来载我就去T2。。我说要去的!
我们先去吃了MarryBrown,味道不比云顶好吃~我吃粥,我@Sam吃马来套餐!
过后,我们在附近走走~哇,开始有很多店在这里营业了。未来一定更多多多^^(因为这里还是新地方买了买1送1的鞋子!你们说,那一双比较好看?! 我蛮喜欢白色那双,我没有穿过的。还蛮夹脚趾的!>.<"
晚上,我和@Sam还去了一下Guardian+Jusco,买洗脸膏·雪糕·。在那买了东西就回了,走得不开心,因为有带B去。坏蛋小孩 =_=
一路追他都够了。
今天啊~花了很多钱。。RM 80多块飞走了,我还没有工作,所以都是@Sam出的啦!
赫赫×-×

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Today me just at my home through in morning & evening...

Pretty boring =_=

Very hungry and prepared a roll of sushi ( rice+ sea weed) & a bowl of mix soup(daddy cooks)
If u, did u still have mood to eat this 2 "strange" things ??
Actually, I'm very angry about my Boy, no call, no sms...

I'm just keep my all feeling inside my heart~

Almost being silent in the whole day, till at 9pm he call said had clubbling ! !
Me prepared my mood to face with my Boy & prepared dreesed up...


Hope i will stay normal when meet him


We went to S-11 again...

A pretty boring place to me, just sitting there(It's just myself of opinion)

Boy's friend-Fook- started drunk & played kisses with another friend-Loong-
Fook just kiss Loong like usual, Loong seens very scared already at him~

Then, Fook wanted to engage with Loong with flowers!

See them,Loong was truely shy already*

Did u know how was the end?

Fook ate the flower, but i don't had the chance to catch that shot -

Fook also call 2 stranger man to came our table to had a drink, they were an tourist...I think they came from Europh??!!

Looks pretty handsome !! They just give Fook a respect, then had a drink ^^


What a strange night to me !


Mood not really enjoyed in this night, i still had a lots of angry, need to control myself *_*

*Be patient, girl~

U can do it !!!*

Friday, October 16, 2009

Today's Boy had fetched me buy some snack at the mini market~
He came my house when his break time...
He said he can't meet me tonight, had a dinner with his workmates^^
Then at mid-night, i send a message to him,asked him has work on tommorow or not?
He said it's holiday, but he still has some work..He will meet me at night!! (thought want to have a trip on tommorow, but now...i'm of little bit of dissapointed)
What can i do ?!

Thursday, October 15, 2009


Yummy~it's my dinner meal tonight~

Had popcorn, vegetables pophia, oh !! it's really tasty ^^
All of this i bought it at Pasar Malam with my Boy-Sam-
We walk at Pasar Malam untill day turns night I had bought 5 earings at there too...Rm4-5 pairs~

I choose clown, dog, bone, evil'head & fly love*_*
But the plastic bag was broken by him -my future nephew-
So he had to paid for this, i'm made him become like this~
Ha...ha...I'm very fierce~Need to warm him, if not?! He will still be like that >.<

He vomited at night, his father had to wash the toilet, so smelly !!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

小宇- 终于说出口

曲:小宇 詞:小宇 黃文萱
你終於說出口 其實你早就已經愛過我
為什麼要低著頭 你知道這玩笑騙不倒我
可是這不是玩笑 是要逃避你離開我的理由
*我還能做甚麼 你已經不愛我
我一直都愛著你 難道這還不夠
我還要做甚麼 你才不離開我
我知道你已無心再繼續看著我 一心想離開我*
我終於也說出口 其實很愛你但從沒認真說過
或許是我的錯 多在乎你卻只放在心中
不要問我為甚麼 因為愛你這就是我的理由
Repeat*
这首歌蛮好听的, 虽然现在我好好的~这首歌 mv《车祸版》超赞的~
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今天~
我的心情有点期待, 因为昨天没有和Sam(Boy)见面,今天不懂会见面吗?
结果是。。。
有啦~
他来之前我买了在对面夜市的@豆花 & 豆浆参(凉粉+豆奶)

哇,滑滑@的~和Sam一起吃×_×

看,有姜味的哟,可以去风!!^.^,

我们边吃边继续看还没看完的戏。。。

~这样也可以很享受~

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Today i went out to return my book.Just 1 book then i need to went out, actually i'm lazy to do that !!

I'm went out to help Kelly pay for her postpaid's loan too...

Then bought guava fruit back home~

In the afternoon, my Boy bought me K.F.C *

I'm happy had K.F.C ^^

Boy tonight not free to meet with me, so i'm just at my home sweet home only ...

Watching # Tv programme #

Then chat with my Face Book friend - Vincent -

Slept at 1am, after received my honey Boy call ~

Monday, October 12, 2009

Today me just with my Boy at home watch DVD-古灵精探B-, this maybe was a old movie to other people?!
But to me & my Boy, it's a movie that we haven't watch before~^^~
When i'm with him watch the movie about 1 hour, i felt like little bit of hungry, i say want to eat Burger, then he fetched me out to buy ^sWeet^
I've been at home for 1 month already, no job no income~! But nevermind, can find it later...
Hope to stay sweet with my Boy now ~~~

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Betray's Life, i wanna forget~

These were my fingers, the last 2 was long long nails...the 4th i'm not cut it for a month, the last one i'm not cut it for half year ! ! Now, i wanna cut it...The last finger let me remind unhappy & betray's memories+
After cut it, i felt more chill-relax-~
Sometimes, many unhappy things have to try to forget...
Time is the only way to solve it ^^
Today my Boy came my house around 11am, he had came my house as he said to me yesterday ^^He really no forget it...But at that moment i'm no preparing to go out yet, so Boy wait me at my room, when i've get prepared, he fall in sleep~i just let him slept for 1 hour...
Me just take some shot with him*I wake him up, we going to GIANT to buy food^^
My job's salary finally get it, but it's just a part only, still have to wait till next week ==
Then, we go to pay our loan at SEREMBAN
Finally had pay all the loan, i'm also help Boy to pay one of them, cause i've get salary already, can help a bit~sponsor BoyRM100**

This shot was really likeY say: Very stupidI'm difficult to let him shot with me, he say this act like stupid~

But he finally shot with me >.<"

*_*Hope this time, we are not quarrel anymore ~

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Waiting Thought have hOpe~But seens not~

今天下午你说会晚点来找我,我眼睛很
想和你说,可是忘记了==而且肚子也不大舒服!
我以为晚上我们会面时,可以买眼药水-可以晚上去夜店。
我准备了晚上要用的东西,还想说用电棒卷头发,选了要穿的衣和要用的化妆品,收拾好可以更换的衣。

满心@期待 & 等待
可是,我又再次失望了。我忍住眼泪,真的不想再哭~
我眼睛很,我怕会盲!
你说你不得空,我早已料到应该和朋友在卡拉OK,结果真的:是…
你所谓的忙,就是和朋友去“”。。难道你真的不想看到我吗?
我们上个星期到现在都在吵架,吵了…好回…又吵…又勉强好回…
我不想和你再吵,我都很忍声吞气和你说话,其实头已经冒火想骂你了。
以前,你都会带我一起去玩,这2个礼拜已经没有了~难道我又弄你生气了吗?
我觉的你变了~我开始不认识你了~我很怕你再变下去!
一直都好好的,为什么会这样了?
是谁在搞怪??想分开我们。。。
你是不是想办法甩我了,难道五年@感情就可以这样简单?说变就变?
你在快活的时候,你知道我在孤独×流泪×伤心吗?
我们几时可以好像从前那样???

Friday, October 9, 2009

Today my eye very pain~
i'm alone at my home, i'm already wake up early in the morning, when think about yesterday's things, cry again ```
Me don't know how do solve the problem now...
Only time, can heal the wound~~
I'm now only can waiting

我还是坚持着~你呢?


我应该怎么办??

我和""好回才两天就这样了

接下来要怎样~

说很辛苦,可是我觉得不是我的问题。。。我已经放很松了!

我已经尽量没有理/管的东西,可是我担心

所以还是会问点,我很怕出了事,我是最后一个知道=_=

我很讨厌的家人,当ATM机。。如果3个月没有给家用,他们还会对好吗?

付出的,结果会得到什么。。。??

只会任劳任怨为家付出,一有事。。他们要发箭,成为他们的"箭盘板"的会是

真的想冷静吗?我真的让辛苦吗?
我全心全意为会懂吗?是我错了吗?
有想过我们的未来吗/我们的家庭吗?
面对的家人,难道我没有压力+辛苦吗?
我还没有工作,以为没什么,可是没有工作的人更大压力
懂吗??
为什么不努力去争取"我和",有什么事只会逃避/放弃?
剩我一个人在拉住"我和"之间的线

Thursday, October 8, 2009

~HoT~

It's a hot weather these few day ~
What a big & hot sun ! !
I can't deserve it anymore -_-"
It will burns my skin...
I'm no going out tonight, coz my Boy not free today, he has to go for dinner with his friends~
So i'm now just boring at home, i have many place to go with my Boy, hope he will free tomorrow^
I want to go MarryBrown, Station 1, J-Jusco, Giant, Senawang Mc D, Tesco*
Wah, to many place to go...
Hope i can go there one by one !

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


Today i live normally at home ~~
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At night, my Boy fetch me to J-Jusco~~

We had bought SUSHI & Kinder Bueno^^

Me with Boy were now ok be together - "i think"-

We went to S-11- at 10pm...There were just a few people at there ^^

My Boy meet his friends at there ! !

We playing "DA HUA SIT", but me don't know how to play, just keep lOOking ~

We back home when 12am *

I'm just feel happy for today ^_^

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Today i'm seens like very busy, need to go out & return book, meet with my Dear deaR friend-Esther-~coz at night we will playing badminton with 2 others friends-Yen & Moon..
Pink-me, Green-Esther, Light Blue- Moon, Blue-Yen...
Long time not see them, don't know how are they ^^


I've returned the book, then wait my _Esther_at the bus stop for 1 1/2 hours !! i'm tired to waiting =_="


I'm having my KFC meal again, this month i had KFC 3 times already *
In the evening 7.15pm, they 2 beauty mummy found us at Esther's home...
Then we arrived to the destination by walking...My foot & Esther's foot* CHEERS*


These were Moon-Blue shirt & Yen-Yellow shirt

We finish playing at 10pm...Then we all back to our home! !

It's kind of happy with them ^^

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My Boy fetched me back home, it's suppose to be happy cause we were be together again, but he seens like still remember that day "Quarrel"~

Is that wrong we meet again tonight ss

YYY

Monday, October 5, 2009

`Quarrel 3rd Day`

Me still at my home, waiting for him to get me back, but seens i'm wrong...

He still not find me at all -_-"

Me decided to write a message to him 1st, me just don't want to continue like this~~

Is useless to be like this ! !

Hate this feeling, hate his family ! !

I'm weak in love, don't know how to handle this*

i'm just had move my 1st step, so what i have to do ss

Crying when writting this post, all the sad things appear in my mind...

Sunday, October 4, 2009


Today me slept till 4pm~

I've not slept like this for a long time ! !

It makes me very comfort ^^

My Boy not contact me for 2 days, he must be very enjoy himself *

I will revenge when we've get back together >.<

Oops~i'm looks like a witch ...

Tommorow needs to go out to return the comic book-Sin Chan-, aiyOo~ very lazy ! !

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Quarrel 1st day~


Today me just at my home sweet home...

What a boring day till my friend -Kelly- called me out to celebrate "Fei MaO" birthday at 9 pm..

Luciky had my friends to accompany me in this lonely & sad night ~~

If not, where can i be ??
I'm feel happy this night & just put my unhappy's things behind...

Fei Mao's birthday had many friends celebrated with him, not likes me, not much of friend know my birthday ! !




We went for singing at NewZ ,then a while of Trilogy-me went myself for 5minutes only, to K.F.C, finally went Fei MaO's house~ till 4.30am, i'm reached my home ~

Prepared every things, slept at 6am*

How about my Boy ?? Friend said that he was in Da club too, did he saw me ?? !!
He still not contact with me yet ...

What a man !!
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